LOVE is not OVER -Tae.. JINOOK

2.7✔️

JIN POV

"yes dad we are dating" 

I sighed and pulled the break.It's true I am not ready. I am afraid. I held the stearing wheel.
"i am outside your house come soon" 

and call ended.I glanced at JUNGKOOK. Who noticed it and pulled me in tight hug.
"it's okay jin. If you want me to say we were not dating I'll say that. And apologize ."
He rubbed my back again and again.I hugged him back.I want it too.
"no.it's not. I am just..."
"whatever you want jin. I am here."
I hummed. I leaned so I calmed down.

After several minutes I calmed down. I broke the hug and smiled. He carrased my cheek I closed my eyes.He made me change the seats. I sat at passenger seat holding his hand with he started rubbing my hand with his thumb.I took deep breaths. He drove slowly glancing at me again and again.

I want him. But what to do with my heart. I am afraid a lot.
"jungkook" 

I called him out.while  closing  my eyes.
"yeah jinnie"
"i am scared."
"of what jinnie.?"

"being alone again.being betrayed.being..."
"it's okay. I understand. Let's say sorry for the joke."

 he went out and opened the door for me.I didn't see anything. I threw my self on him.
I am feeling overwelmed by the emotions. He is doing a lot.

 He is acceprting to lie even when I heard him saying that he is gay for me. I can't do this. I can feel how he make me safe, touch me. I can't make him do that. I started crying.

 
Whe he sense me crying. He broke the hug and cupped my cheek. I looked up and saw worry in his eyes.

"jin it's okay. I am not going to say we are dating."
 I held his hand quickly.I shocked my head in no.
"no.don't say that. Don't."
He hugged me again. And soothed me.
"shhh.it's okay."
"just stay here. I am just afraid."
"okay okay."

 I held him tight and cried hard.
"AHEM AHEM"

 someone said and we broke the hug.Dad was standing with his arms rolled on his chest with annoyed expressions.JUNGKOOK didn't bulge. He wiped my face and nodded in assurance. I held his hand.I need power.

 
Dad doesn't know I am gay.We went to my dad.
"hello sir. I am JUNGKOOK..JIN housemate....and umm"
"dad we are dating"
JUNGKOOK eyes widened. But I held him tighter.Dad eyed us then our hands.
"let's go in then" he went to the door.
I was feeling l can't move. JUNGKOOK ran to the door to enter the pin.Dad was always seen calm but when he is angry. He is most dangerous KIM.I gulped when dad didn't waste a glance on JUNGKOOK.He sat in the living room.
"so do you sleep in same room?"
Dad asked glancing at me then at  JUNGKOOK.
"no. Sir I stay at that room and jin stay in that room" JUNGKOOK answered pointing to the rooms.Dad nodded..
"d-dad would you like something?"
"i had intentions to eat dinner with you. And spend some time with my son."  

DAD said glaring at JUNGKOOK.
"i'll be in study jin. " 

I nodded.I went to order food. I already ate with him. But I had to eat again.Meanwhile we talked a little until food came.Dad asked me about things and I told him.

 
He then asked me about JUNGKOOK. I told him we are dating and I am happy with him.He smiled a little.Now I know why he was angry. Because I hid the thing about being a gay.
I sneezed.Oh no I have cold now.When dad went to washroom. I went to JUNGKOOK.He quickly sat up.

 
I smiled and sat with him.
"is your dad still here?" 

I nodded and he nodded back.I held his hand.
"thank you"
"huh?"
"he will be expecting you" 

he nodded. I am nervous.
"will he say to go away?"
I held my head down.He held my chin up. He gave a peck on my temple.
"everything will be okay. If he send me away. We still be in uni right? "
I nodded sadly.We went out.He stood near the sofa where DAD was sitting.
"jin I think you have some work in kitchen"

I nodded understanding DAD want to talk to him alone.I saw HIM. He nodded to me I went to kitchen. Sighing I can't hear anything.

JUNGKOOK POV:
I sat down when JIN dad pointed.
"so I am KIM NAMJOON. You might have know me."
"huh?"
"you are second son of JEON HOSEOK right?"
I began to sweat. JIN doesn't know.
"yes sir."
"so what do you think of my son?"
"yes sir?"
"are you serious about my son?"
"yes sir. I can assure you he will be safe and happy with me." 

I said confidently.
He nodded.
"we will see that."
"you are not going to ask me to leave jin?"

 I asked in disbelief.
"why would I? I saw jin smiling with you."
"thank you sir. thank you so muchhh" 

I giggled and he smiled.
"i remember you when I used to visit your house. "
I nodded.
"you can call me dad too.. and don't you dare to hurt jin."

 I nodded happily.
"i'll take care of jin sir.umm dad. I can assure you." he nodded and smiled.
"achooo" I heard sneeze.
"time to prove." I nodded.

To be continued....