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"love is a lie"
"love is illusion."
"i hate you..."
WILL SEOKJIN BE ABLE TO HEAL AFTER BEING DESTROYED AND PLAYED?
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*I'LL NOT TELL YOU MORE YOU WILL HAVE TO FIGURE IT OUT*
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this is a pure ff so...
Top jungkook
Top Taehyung...
“LOVE It’s me. Your love. I know I did bad. I hurt you, but I never intend I swear. I never wanted you to know I am linked to such a person who made you suffer a lot. I didn’t came to you to hurt you. I was trying to help you I don’t know when I fell in love with you, maybe when I met you minutes before and you held my hand that WAS bleeding . I didn’t noticed, may be when you feed me, when you took care of me, when you allowed me to live with you, when you noticed what I want, when you came to me when you thought I am shy,when you thought what I like and set it up, when you hugged me, when you drove us home,when you fell asleep when we went to spa, when in sleep you figured it’s me, when you laid down on me, when I touched you, when you touch me, when you kissed me, when you selected me, when you held me when u accepted I am your. When you cried. When you said u love me too. When you let me love you,hold you. I love you. I want you to yell at me I am dying,. I can’t stay away from you . It’s killing me. When I cant touch you . can’t say I love you. It hurt to see hate in your eyes for me. I want to be happiness but I am pain to you. It hurt me. I am sorry. I wish I can say to you but but you said u want me to go. If you reading me I am gone. I want you here. Can you come?? please
I really love you and for that I am going. Because you said. I wish I could run to you and claim you . hug you so tight to make you believe I love you. Please take care of yourself. Love you.”
Jin read it again and again rubbed his shaking fingers on the words and tears on paper.
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He went to jungkook room he laid on bed and hugged himself crying in misery of what he did. He knew what he did.
“it’s hurting me too. It’s hurting. It’s been a week the pain is still there. It’s more than before. I can’t do this. I thought I can forget you. You didn’t go alone. You took me too.”
Jin hugged the letter to his chest.
“love is lie”
“love is illusion that will go u will be hurt .”
JUNGKOOK POV:
I sat on chair in garden as dad said doctors want me to stay in sunlight.
“jungkook?”
“jungkook?”
I turned to see jimin smiling at me. I sat back again sighing and looking up at sunny sky.
“you want to go in I’ll turn on heater.”
“i like here.”
I said as tears fell again.
“jun-”
“we always cuddle in garden under sun.”
I said as I closed my eyes remembering the day it was sunny and we cuddle as jin and I was hugging under a blanket. Having him near me was the best thing I ever want.
Jimin patted me shoulder as he hug me. My tears shed uncontrollably. Soon I drift to sleep. Having a true friend made me relax. I wanted that. - - I woke up rubbing my eyes. I touched the fabric under my skin. It’s soft. I turned to see I was on bed.
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I sat straight missing someone beside me. Missing the warmness. I closed my eyes as I went back to memories where I had him in my arms smiling down at him when I didn’t confessed to him then. Whenever we went too each other to sleep, whenever we hugged each other....
I sighed as I wiped my tears and opened my eyes to find jimin having sad expression and my parents beside him. Jimin took my hand smiling reassuring at me.
“jungkook let’s get you change you didn’t change dress it’s been days.”
“he made it ready. It have his smell”
I sniffed the sleeve.
“jungkook!”
“please?”
I nodded as jimin was on verge of crying.
“i need to do laundry”
with that I stood up to do laundry. Jimin walked after me stopping me.
“jungkook u don’t know how to…”
I turned and gave him a smile.
“he taught me”
I started laundry and soon was done as I didn’t have much clothes with me. I sat at my bed sighing struggling to fold the shirts. I laid on bed and sat on bed when mom and dad entered jimin was still in room with me. He didn’t left me alone for even a minute in the past days.
“son do u want something-”
“j-jimin can you help me fold it?”
I asked completely ignoring them. Jimin quickly nodded helping me fold my clothes. I sensed them sit somewhere in room but I didn’t buldge.
“can you teach me? ”
“what jungkook?”
he smiled at me like he always do.
“i am so bad in folding. I don’t want him to struggle next time. I am no help in this”
when I didn’t got any reaction I looked up to see my dad crying and mom had the face she had when she was guilty and did something bad. And jimin held my shirt so hard. - GEN POV....
Jungkook was like he don’t have any reason to live. Where jimin was trying to make him smile as it was lost.
A ring made his mother startle.she attended the phone.
“jungkook jungkook listen”
His mother didn’t answered as she heard a panic voice.
“jin is not okay. Please jungkook.”
His mother didn’t let him finished as he ended the call turning the phone off putting in his drawer.
“i’ll not let that happen. I know who can make him happy. He will be okay. He will forget that slut. ”
