LOVE is not OVER -Tae.. JINOOK

4.4 ✔️

JUNGKOOK POV:

"please listen until the end"

he said while held my hand pleading. I nodded and squeezed his hand.

"so when it was my first day when ii just entered a group of boys came to me.. tried to ask me out. I refused calmly. Then one came to me  in library. And give me his hand to shake. I did it.For the next week he started to help me. I refused but he helped me. One day he asked me out. I said yes. I thought he liked me. He was nice-"

he clutched my jeans.

"after some days he was not there in university. He called me saying he is sick. I went to his house. I made him soup. He said he want salt. When I came back. He offered me juice. I drank and after that I don't remember. "

I wiped his tears as I held myself. I know this already but from JIN it Is breaking me.

"when I woke up he acted like we did that.. he had my pics. I ran from there but when I asked him he said I rejected him. I laid him down. I rejected his friends"

I shocked my head.

"JUNGKOOK I never rejected I was not interested I said no polietly."

"jinnie my love it's nothing. Its not your fault."

"he came back. KAI said he is after all that. "

"no nothing will happen.I am here."

"HE HAVE MY PICS JUNGKOOK"

I pulled him in a hug.

"shhh he can't do anything."

"jungkook I feel disgusted. He - he touched me, saw me. I can't imagine what he did."

He was crying so hard.

"jin!"

he look at me. Suddenly stopped crying.

"i love you."

"you don't hate me? You don't disgust me?"

"no. I love you. Every thing of you. I love your smile, you , your eyes,nose,lips, chin, even your flaws. I accepted you with your everything."

His eyes watered again. I pulled him in kiss. I hate him for making him feel like that. I kissed him soft sending my every emotion.I laid down with him on bed and me on top. He started crying more in kiss. I broke and hugged him tight.I started mumbling sweet things to him.

"i love you."

"gukkie love you"

"will love you."

After a while he stopped crying and went silent again. I looked at him. He was silent staring at me like his eyes was asking and telling me a lot of things.

"jin"

"i want to stay alone."

I know he is used to do that but I can't leave him like that.

"jin"

he didn't said anything but turned around.

I stood up and covered him with blanket.

"I love you"

With that I went to my GYM room and started working out to take everything out. I can't break right now. He will think I disgust him.When my body gave up. I took a shower and went to him. I heard his cries.

When I quickly opened the door I found him in ball position.I went to him. He pretended like he is sleeping. I leaned down to give him a peck on his head.

"I LOVE YOU JIN"

I said while brushing his hair away. A stream of tears ran down his eyes.

I carassed his face and went to my room.The moment I closed the door I heard him crying again. I clentched my fist.I went to my room.I PUNCHED the pillows. While tears made their way. JIN I can't see you like this. Please don't push me.

I laid on floor hugging myself. While tears of streams didn't stop.

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I woke up with tired body. I stretched the body and as bones cracking sond came. I sleeply smiled.

"love"

I saw behind as I remember JIN.

"jin"

I ran to his room.

I knocked as door was locked.

"jin?"

I DID for many minutes as worry started filling me up.

"jin!"

"yeah?"

I weak sound came .

"jin it's time to go to uni."

that's the only thing I could say after hearing his voice. I panicked.

"i am not going...uni..today"

that's all I got after so many minutes.

Jungkook think of something.

"umm jin I have left my wallet in.can u give me. I have to go to uni."

After a few minutes I got 'ok'

And door opened. A pale looking JIN opened the door.

"here"

he handed me the wallet. The moment my fingers touched his. I froze. Threw the wallet away . I cupped his face.He looked at me weakly. 

"jin you are burning."

I pressed my palm against his for-head.

"i am okay."

he pushed my hand away. I held his hands strongly.

"jin I left  you alone . So stop being stubborn come"

I took him to his bed and  made him laid down.Gave him pain killers after a glass of milk.

"i don't want"

"jin."

"my throat Is hurting. I'll vomit."

he said while laying down. And almost turning. I leaned to give him a peck.

"you have to eat something to eat medicine,"

"i want ice-cream"

he said in stern face. I nodded and ran to take ice-cream. I took a bite to him. He took in his mouth and gulped hardly. I made him drink milk as he took his medicine.I made him cover.He closed his eyes staring at me.

"i am here not going."

he took his hand to which I took. He took it to his chest. He was really burning up. I patted him until he slept.

I took my hand went to kitchen and started cleaning him. I put towel  on his head. As I started tearing up.