A Book Of Everything Marvel

I Never Meant To Let It Die

Warnings: Relationship problems, angst, Siberia, Sokovia accords, Stony, smut/rape
Summary: Tony was happy with Steve, but then everything began to crumble down.

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In the beginning, they had heart eyes. A flame burned brighter than the sun when they held hands, walking down the halls. A sunset with rays of gold couldn't be as beautiful as the love between the two superheros, Iron-Man and Captain America. They fought battles together, protected each other, and had each others backs. A heat wave hit like a volcano when they gazed into each other's eyes. The warm cuddling and showers they had together, the soft kisses, the teasing, and the sex. 

But then the accords came along, and then Siberia. Getting a shield to his chest, a light nearly fading. The flame that once burned as bright as the sun on a hot summer day burned out with not a bang, but with a whimper. 

He still remembers getting raped after they had when they had an argument over the accords. It was hate sex, but forced... 

"S-Stop! St-STEVE!" Tony screamed, an unimaginable pain surging through his body with every violent thrust. It was not the soft and enjoyable sex, it was the horrific and traumatic sex of rape that no one wishes to have. 

"Sh-Shut up you fucking slut!" Steve screamed smacking Tony hard in the face, making him whimper. He smirked at the tears brimming in Tony's eyes. He felt proud. Proud that he was breaking the great Iron-Man. 

Everytime that memory came back, he winced. The trauma coming back and terrifying him. 

"You tell anyone about this I'll fucking kill you." Steve threatened, his voice dark. 

Tony couldn't do anything, he was too small and weak. So he just nodded. 

"Good boy." Steve smirked.

Tony sniffled, the feelings he had for Steve washing away in a huge wave of angry and emotion. But deep down, he still loved Steve. He was the light of his life, he made him so happy. He wanted him back, he wanted a happy relationship. But he noticed how much Steve talked to Bucky and flirted with him. They haven't broken up yet, but it seemed like that. 

Tony had never meant to let it die, he wanted the flame to keep burning. But he just didn't care for Steve anymore. He had nothing left to love. Steve had filled it cup till his over flowed, then he took it and poured it down the drain. Seems like America's golden boy isn't as golden as everyone thinks. 

Tony's fists clenched as he walked up to Steve in kitchen making a sandwich. He breathed in, "Steve" 

Steve looked up to Tony, "Tony." 

"Look, this isn't working. I'm breaking up with you." Tony said seriously, his gaze never leaving Steves icey blue eyes. 

Steve looked taken back, his eyes widening. "What?! You can't!"

Tony laughed scornfully, "Rogers, you screwed the pooch hard. You screwed it up with accords, you raped me." 

Steve stepped back, his stare on Tony growing colder. 

Tony stepped towards him, "Then you think it's okay to shove a titanium shield into my chest?! I thought you were going to kill me!! Y'know, I never meant to let this flame die, but I just don't care about you anymore." He turned to walk away, he never felt so alive. 

"Tony-" Steve began.

"I don't wanna hear it anymore, Rogers." Tony said, not even looking back. He was finally free.