The memories that will never be failed and I will always come back.
I was inspired by someone. ShE is the reason why I want to write words that tell stories about FRIENDSHIP. I want to stop the movement of time and if there is only a time machine, I want to go back to that day, the day I met you. The rain pours down as we talk and every drop of water from the sky is a witness to the beginning of our deep friendship. How we feel about each other, maybe what you and I went through in life are all connected, there are similarities. Your experiences and my experiences seem to connect our hearts and emotions to understand and respect each other. It 's delicious and fun to have friends like you and it all happened. You have many friends, so do I, but our friendship is special to us, just like the others: it is very colorful, we have a chance to be happy, to cry, to struggle and to be together in successes, there is also your jealousy because sometimes you want I only have time for you, hidden from your knowledge, I also felt that ^ _ ^. Our topak and seizures are already buried in my heart, as if we are children, fighting when we greet each other as well. Yes, I have only been with you for a few years since the downpour of that day.
Finally, we will end..and we will still be together in that success. Where is our next trip? Where will our dreams take us? I know we have not forgotten each other because the fruit of our friendship is what connects us so that we can meet, and that is the "assurance", the assurance that when we need each other, just a call or text will connect.
Time passes and with each passing time he also brings time so that we can talk and talk. And even if there is "internet" it is still lacking. It has been busy with personal lives, with new friends and acquaintances, at work, but we know in our hearts that we do not forget each other, because we are friends. That word is enough for me, WE ARE FRIENDS. Years passed, we had our own family, you wanted to see me and the time came for me to feel your concern for me, because of the illness I went through and the trials of life. But I never had a chance to see you again, to talk and laugh with you. My last laugh with you was the laugh of success when we graduated from college and that was also the last time I hugged you and heard your soft voice. Even though we are together in the same company, we have a wonderful opportunity to be together, we just smile and greet each other when we meet. Is that really a barrier to our time so that our friendship can come to life again and be colorful. As time went on, our contract with the company ended, he had another trip, he did not know where to go. Little by little, our connection is rare. Maybe that's how it really is, the weather changes, the only fun there, even if we don't meet anymore and rarely if we can talk is not erased and the word WE'RE FRIENDS and the result of this assurance that when we need it, we can run to each other remain.
A long time passed, and in these moments, the raindrops reminded me of the day we met. The only difference between now and now: before, there were tears of joy because we talked, met and became friends and now there are tears of sadness and grief because even if I wanted to sit with you again and watch the pouring rain I will never again can… because THERE IS NOTHING. I can no longer see or hear your voice, your laughter, your tenderness, your sullenness and your requests that I did not even grant, because without you, you will leave the world indefinitely. One day I just heard about your departure and sympathy for the family you left behind. An illness has caused you to give up completely and say goodbye.
I have no news of what you went through, if I only knew you were missing I would break down many barriers, I can only see and sympathize with you. The amount of time I wasted, time to see when happy, laughing and not suffering any pain.
It only relieved the pain I was feeling when I saw you again, that was all in that situation. I want you to tease me again, I want you to talk to me, ask me again, please. But no more, I woke up to the fact that you really don't have it, and even if I hug you for a moment I will only feel pain because you can no longer feel it.
Now, as I read the letters you left me that are outdated, it brings back happy memories of the time you were still alive. everything gives me a strange joy and hope, even with a little pain, your loss left me a lot of lessons .. the appreciation of friendship given to us by God.
I envy you. You have no pain to feel, You are free from the hardships that the world gives without security. That was over at that stage and I was still struggling and still traveling towards the mission I had to finish… while the word WE ARE FRIENDS was ingrained in my heart and mind.
No matter what we have been through, no matter how little or how many memories we have together, there is nothing that can equal everything you have contributed to my life, being a real person and a true friend, for better or for worst. While they are still there, as long as you can still hear their voices and laughter, while you are still hugging him, as he tells you that he misses and worries about you, do not waste every opportunity. Even as the weather changes over time, you are unaware that the single moon is gone because we can be busy and happy with the many stars. It just means, we can meet many and be friends but let's not forget the ones who really give us light. APPRECIATE each other. The things we have are not barriers so that we can not give time to them .. the effort is not only in Love, but also in FRIENDSHIP. Appreciate them every day because no one can say how long their last day will be.
Hayyy… the rain is falling, at the same time the tears are in our eyes and hopefully one day, we will sit together while watching the rain, there it will be pure fun and effortless, we will laugh together, there will be no crying and our friendship will never be finally.
I miss you so much Kristian Rose Laurente Doroteo
