43. I'm Thinking Of You All The While!

57 20 2
                                    


Kaylan's POV

"Oh Kaylan! It's not yet time to freak out!". My subconscious reminded me.

I took a deep breath and read...

Spring,

Dear cupcake,

I fell for those Gray eyes too but mine was in the form of Nate Sanders. Love caught me unaware, and if only i knew I would have had resistance fully prepared.

It's quite scary to know you can love someone too much.

It was like a magnetic attraction pulling me to something way more dangerous. We were crazily drawn to each other like a moth to a flame and he was hotter than hell and all I wanted was for him to burn me to ash.

But the difference between both of our love stories, is that there was a plan attached to yours!

Yes, I am the one to be blamed because I made a grave mistake that am yet to openly accept.

Our love story was going quite simple not until Nate's father died and then he let me in on the Sanders secret about their family running an illegal drug business and the crime world and how it passes from generation to generation.

Nate became the overlord and I was ready to follow him into a dangerous world by being his queen. I loved danger and I never really cared about the consequences until it was right in front of me.

Family comes first and I was left in the position to choose between the Sanders and the Evans.

Dad and mom didn't want me getting more involved with the Sanders when they became infamous for their crimes and when they offered to buy CrestVille City. Dad and mom made me know that if the FBI gathered enough evidence against the Sanders, that I could be arrested alongside with them.

But the thing was, I couldn't back out from the Sanders when i knew too much about them... So I did the unspeakable, to prove my naive self worthy of the Evans name.

I turned Nate Sanders in on the cops and I hate myself for that but I've learnt to live with it and tame the demons of my past. I also learnt that if you're to choose between anything always choose yourself because that's who that matters most.

Two years isn't enough time for someone to forget the betrayal you've done. I was quick to puzzle out the reasons why the Sanders were back in town and I realized Plan A had been all about me.

Nick Sanders came into your life not by mistake but because he wanted you to tell him every possible information about my whereabouts and lead me out of hiding. He came to use you because you were his target and that's why I came to warn you.

But I guess love had to spoil everything!

Plan B is all about breaking the beast out of prison and that sounds like the end of my life story. Nate won't stop until he has me and that means my life would be in pure jeopardy.

The Sanders failed in Plan A but that doesn't mean they'll fail in Plan B but if they fail, they'll have a plan C or D, you know how the alphabet works, don't you?

Running away is my number one priority because I've chosen to keep myself safe. Choosing this family over a dangerous love hasn't gotten me anywhere. I always play my game safe because am scared of just one thing... Death!

Staying Alive is my specialty and I'll do anything to survive!

I'm Cassandra Blake Evans and I'm a survivor!

I Want the BadboyWhere stories live. Discover now