I Want the Badboy

32. Heart Break On A Full Moon

Songs For This Chapter-

Make Me (Cry) by Noah Cyrus and labrinth

Six Feet Under by Billie Eillish

Someone You Loved by Lewis Capaldi

Kaylan's POV

"He can never see you cry, Kay, because he is the reason why!". My subconscious warned.

I hold back my tears, as I quickly grabbed my purse from the chair at our girls spot then I ran off to the exit.

I felt the cool breeze blow as I was already outside and the full moon shone so bright.

"Kaylan!". An unpleasant voice calls out to me.

I kept on walking.

"Kaylan!". The voice kept on calling as he ran towards me and then grabbing my arms making me turn around facing him.

"Fool me once, Sanders!". I spat rudely at him. As I pull my arms from his grip.

"Kaylan, what did she tell you?". He asked me like he ever cared.

"That's what you are more worried about, huh? What were the lies you told me?". I ask him plainly.

"Kaylan, you need to listen to me". His eyes looked pleading but I wasn't falling for it.

"Listen to you? So you'd spill more lies to me, huh? Well, nice try!". I snapped at him.

I turn around to walk away. I just needed to stay strong before I'd cry a river. I just couldn't stand his face anymore because it was labeled 'Monster' .

"Kaylan wait!". His voice called out and not just that it made me stop.

For real! He still had control over me!

I had been so into this bastard!

I turn around to face him. I just waited to hear him out a bit.

"I know that I lied to you alot but when I told that 'I love you', Kay that had been the most genuine thing I had ever said and felt for you". His words were soft and it would have melted my heart easily but...

No Way!

"Love you say! That's why you had to use me to forget all about your first love who happened to be a Sanders too, your own cousin!". I snarked at him.

I was trying to stay strong, then I continued...

"You made me the replacement for her and waited till she comes back to you so you could dump me off, right?". I asked rhetorically.

He stare at me blankly, I wasn't calm anymore.

"Kaylan, I can explain it all to you". He offered me.

"I guess the break up speech you had been memorizing for me has explained it just fine". I throw the piece of paper at him and I give him a cold stare.

I felt betrayed! After everything! After accepting the monster inside of him!

"Kaylan". He says slowly trying to calm me down.

"You've always wanted to break up with me but I see that circumstances lead to circumstances, right?". I was deeply pained. "I have never hated you like I do right now". I give him a stern look.

His gray eyes brightened a bit as he got my message quicker before I said the words.

"I'll just do it, Nick". I move closer to him looking up to him. "You'll never want a good life and I've been way to good for you, Nick".