Rising Star

True Emotions Are Hard To Accept (chapter 11)

Okay I wrote this part while I was on break at work.  So if it doesn't make sense I'm sorry.  But I like it cause I got to show a different side to Maria and Nathans relationship.  So enjoy.

love Crazy Cella

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Maria's POV

I had been crying all night and Nathan and been asking for me but I didn't open the door. There was a knock at the door and a familiar voice. "Maria am I a loud in?" Sophie said in a sad tone knowing why I was crying I ran over to the door to let her in when I opened it I was Sophie and I smiled then saw Nathan, Sammy, Suzy, Lucy and mark. They all looked at me. I slammed the door shut and locked it again. "Maria! Please open the door where worried!" Sophie yelled.

"Maybe you should all just leave me be your all the problem you've always been my problem now leave!" I screamed at them. I didn't hear them moving but I did hear someone picking the lock. That's it if I can't have privacy on this room then I'll leave the palace and go somewhere where I can. I ran over to the closest and grabbed a black clock and then ran to the window and jumped out. I ran around the palace until I was out side of the training ring. I walked inside and got into my armour. I started to do some training when I saw Adam. He was watching me from the rings door. "What do you want?"

"Nothing I was asked to look for you but you seem in a bad mood so I'll leave to take it out on the equipment and not your friends." he said taking a sit on the ground and pulling put a fiddle and started playing. Then two minutes latter Simon walked in and sat with Adam. They both just sat there talking while I destroyed all the equipment then I heard.

"Adam! Simon! Where are you?! Have you found Maria yet?!" It was Nathan he was angry and annoyed. He then walked into the ring and saw me. Adam and Simon had gone silent and just watched. I picked up a rock and through it at Nathan it hit him in the chest. He didn't move he just looked at me confused I was death glaring him. "Maria why are you so angry?" Nathan said moving closer to me.

"Don't come near me! I hate you!" Nathan stopped and he seemed to understand.

"You saw her didn't you?" I just stared at him. "Well I can explain."

"No I don't want you explanation I just want you to leave me be!" Adam and Simon got up at that and stood near Nathan.

"My lord I think you should leave." Nathan looked at Adam and nodded his head. "I wish you would let me explain Maria." Nathan said turning away and walking out of the ring. I feel to the ground and started crying. Adam walked over to me and wrapped his arms around my shoulders and held me close.

"Maria you should let him explain I made him explain it to us all last night after I heard you crying when I was doing my round.

"It was you who stopped at my door last night?" I pulled back and looked at Adam he nodded him head. "Why didn't you just ask me?"

"Cause you where crying. I didn't think I'd get the whole thing from you before you started to cry again." Adam said helping me up. We walked out of the ring to my room where I notice's everyone was. Including Nathan, but he didn't turn when I entered the room with Adam and Simon he kept looking out the window. I moved towards him slowly.

"Why?" I whispered. Nathan turned and looked at me.

"What?" I sighed and walked away from him and sat between Lucy and Suzy on the bed.

"Tell me why?" I said load enough for everyone to hear. Everyone looked at me then to Nathan. "You know why." I looked at him. His eyes locked with mine. I got up and walked over to him with all the angry I had in the ring and I pushed him. "You're a spoilt prince who gets whatever he wants if he asks for it! You think I wouldn't have said yes?! You're an idiot I was stunned when you asked me and then I open my door to see you kissing another girl just seconds after you asked me to marry you! My answer was a yes but now... Go to he'll Nathan!" I stormed across the room and through the door open and ran into someone in the door. I stepped back and saw it was the king. I bowed my head and walked passed him.