MISSING DEATH
Blackness surrounds me in a way I did not know possible.
It clouded my mind and suffocated me with every step I took.
I close my eyes and blackness surrounds me even more.
Tears sting my eyes as I think about all the people I might be leaving as deaths darkness surrounds me again this time with more force.
A thought crosses my mind "Why not just give up?"
Who would miss me?
I know I would miss a lot but would I be missed back?
Wouldn't it be easier to just give up and leave forever?
Death pushes down more and more and more....
I give up with a small smile and tears in my eyes, knowing that even though I would miss I would not be missed back.
