LOST
I try to breathe but each attempt catches in my throat. My chest throbs in pain and it feels like a huge black hole will open up and consume me at any moment. My body feels numb and I can't think straight; if only I knew what was happening to me. Each step I take is shaky and the cold wind whispering and raising goose bumps on my skin isn't helping my condition. I try to see into the inky blackness of the night trying to figure out where I am. I know where I'm supposed to be and where I want to be but I cant find it.... I double over not being able to breathe at all anymore. My body collapses under me and I fall to the ground in a painful heap. My chest hurts even more now the black hole starting to open up and starting to consume me. If only I didn't feel so lost....... If only I weren't so lost then maybe I could figure out this pain. A way to stop it. My vision becomes blurry and I suddenly see a hand reaching out for me. At first I try to move away from it scared that it will put me in ever more pain until I realize it's trying to help me. Arms come out and cradle me against a body. I feel safe for a moment. I want to be here I know I'm supposed to be here yet..... I feel more pain and I feel.... Lost
