SILENT
My body feels numb as tears run down my cheeks.
My heart a heavy weight against my chest and a pain so deep in my soul.
If only my body was emotionless and my being didn't care, my life would be so much easier.
Pain surges through my head but I clamp my eyes shut and grind my teeth together. No matter how much pain...
No matter how many memories come and punch me in my weakness....
No matter how much I want to scream and shout I won't say a word...
I won't make a sound.
Tears run down harder as memories push to the front of my mind fresh and strong.
I dig my nails into my wrist and keep silent.