BREAK ME
Thrashing inside like a hungry enraged tiger, a building fire that comes ablaze almost everyday.
A heat that runs through my veins and boils my blood.
Makes me shake inside and thrash and cry. For all I wish is to ask for help but instead I just keep to myself.
I know it's not good to keep it all, the tension the sadness the tears the shame the stress the fear....
It'll one day break me, I know that, but I can't break anyone else in the process. This pain and sorrow will I keep to myself for I won't hurt the ones I love.
They ask for an explanation to the way I am, when I say I see black and white when I used to see rainbows and sunshines.
But I'll just keep this all to myself locked in a little place within me that one day will break me.