Choose Me

Chapter 11

I decide to pay Dex a surprise visit after finishing up my work for the day. I kind of miss him. Who am I kidding? I miss him a lot and hate that he's not around to play video games and watch movies together anymore. It's not the same without him, but I would never tell him that. It would only inflate his ego two sizes.

I knock on his apartment door and am surprised when it opens so quickly. "Hey," John, Dex's roommate, greets me. "I was just about to leave but come in. Dex is in his room," he tells me and gestures for me to walk in. "I'll be back later, but make yourself at home," he says to me before locking the door behind him.

I take my black platform heels off and leave them at the door, loving the feel of the plush carpet on my sore feet. I walk over to the couch and drop my purse on it followed by my black trench coat. I look down at my outfit and readjust it before making my way towards Dex's room. I tiptoe down the short hallway, not wanting Dex to hear me, and turn towards the right where Dex's room is located. I find the door slightly ajar and the room completely silent. I assume he's asleep and consider leaving him to rest until I hear a muffled sound come from inside his bedroom.

I freeze where I'm standing and feel my heart rate pick up when I hear the muffled sound again. I let curiosity get the best of me and tiptoe slowly towards the door, not wanting Dex to hear me, and peek in through the small crack he left open and see him sitting up on his bed with his back against the headboard. His eyes are closed and his bottom lip is caught between his teeth.

I notice sweat beading on his forehead and slowly lower my gaze to his torso. His long-sleeved shirt is rolled up to his elbows and completely unbuttoned, exposing his chest that is glistening with sweat.

I can't keep my eyes off the hot specimen in the room and lower my eyes further down his torso and see that his pants are unzipped. I swallow back nervously but keep my eyes moving until they land on his hard dick that is protruding from his pants with his large hand wrapped around it. I gulp and watch in awe as he moves his hand up and down his thick cock that is slick with his cum. I lower my gaze further and see that his laptop is sitting on his bed between his legs, facing him. I'm guessing he's watching porn and I can't help but wonder what he's watching. Too bad his computer is on mute. I wouldn't mind hearing it, but I'm not gonna lie, I much prefer the sounds of his heavy breaths and pants as he gets himself off.

Deep down I know it's wrong to watch someone in such an intimate act, but I can't peel my eyes away from him no matter how wrong it is. He's mesmerizing and I can't help but watch him as he runs his hand up and down the length of his shaft.

I look up at his face and see that he now has his head leaned back against the headboard and his back is slightly arched. I lower my gaze to where his hand is pumping his dick faster and feel moisture dampen my panties.

Fuck, this is so wrong. So illicit.

I squeeze my legs together and nearly moan from the friction.

I hate to admit it but Dex is affecting me in ways I never imagined and it's wrong. So wrong. I'm not only perving on my best friend's younger brother, but I'm also getting turned on at the sight of him jerking off. I have no doubt I'm going straight to hell for this and I don't regret it one bit. He's worth the sin. I just wish I could have one taste of him. One little taste and I'll face my punishment no matter what it is.

Why do I want him so badly? There are so many fish in the pond but the only one I want is off-limits and sitting not far from me, pleasuring himself. Life could not be crueler.

I will never admit this out loud but my body wants him in ways I will never understand. But no matter how much I desire him, I can never be with him because he's Elsie's baby brother and anything with him is downright forbidden.