Love forever

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"It's my main priority"

I huddled up in the corner of my bed, cuddling a little cat stuffy, my dad had got me a few years back. It meant everything to me, I cried into it, missing the feel of my mother's blade in my pocket.

I heard my bedroom door swung open, I didn't look, I just planted my face deeper into the stuffy. "Y/n?" My dads rough voice sounded so sincere, he rubbed his hand softly against my back. "Go away" I mumbled, not wanting to talk to him, out of anyone I could talk to, I didn't want it to be my dad.

"Alright, I love you and I promise we will get that blade back. It's my main priority" my dad smiled and walked off, he always knew how to make me feel better. He's the reason I have a home to go to, a family that I feel apart of, the reason I am who i am.

I scanned over a few photos that I could see from my bed, ones of me having the time of my life with Kian, Pony and Johnny, some of me with Soda and Steve when the gang started a camp fire at a camp site, we went to.  I wish I could've kept those memories, but their gone now, gone forever. I start to feel sick even by thinking about anyone in the gang.

I don't know why I felt like this, it was just a small fight between Pony and I. Maybe it was the fact that the gang loves her and cares for her. Which they would never do the same for me. I was always left out, same with Pony, we got so close and now that he got a girlfriend I'm the only one left out. It's like when a puppy doesn't get adopted and all it's siblings do, I'm the puppy, left alone in the dark, just wanting someone to truly love me.

Kian sat at the end of the bed, I didn't even realize he came in. "How's my little strawberry doing?" He ruffles in his pocket to find a little trinket and throws it at me. "I didn't want this to get taken away and never seen again" he reassured.

I picked up the trinket, rubbing the sides of it, one of the sides was engraved with my mother's maiden last name. I flicked open the blade, overjoyed that Kian was the one who took it. I tossed the blade onto the floor and swung my arms around Kian in a tight squeeze

"I love you so much! Thank you, thank you, thank you, you're the best. I couldn't have asked for anyone better!" I gushed, a light pink blush appeared on Kians cheek, as I squeezed him harder. "I ain't a squeeze toy Y/n!" He joked, I couldn't stop myself from giggling, I was just too happy from getting my blade back

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