The thing that hurt me wasn't what he said. I know myself and I know my worth. I refuse to be undervalued by someone who thinks I'm not good enough, I know I am good enough.
It hurts that that's how he saw me. That when he saw me he would think "aw maybe if she was different in this way I'd date her" or "if she changed that about her I'd like her more"
He got the parts of a relationship he wanted; the intimacy, always having someone to talk to, etc. , without the commitment and that's not fair, that just meant he was using me.
"I don't wanna be in a relationship." every time he'd say that I told him I wanted to be in a relationship I left to find someone who'd love me back and he would come back to me. Always. I was too stupid to realise that he didn't come back because he liked me he just wanted my attention.
He used me. He played me.
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How to mend a broken heart
Non-FictionFor the first time in my life, I experienced heart break. This is a journal where I document how I feel and how I'm getting through it. I'm hoping this will be a sort of "how to get over someone" and I hope this helps someone else as well.
