It's really painful and scary. It's so painful seeing things that you could've shared together. It's really painful remembering the times you spent together. It's really painful imagining them with someone else. It's really painful thinking that you will never stop missing them.
Maybe I am romanticising our relationship and what it could've been. But it's hard not to. Our relationship was in extremes. It was either really good, like movie type or really fucking bad. I know I should take in both aspects into consideration but the mind loves to block out the bad stuff.
I don't want to feel this pain anymore. I don't wanna miss him anymore and I don't know how to make it stop.
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How to mend a broken heart
No FicciónFor the first time in my life, I experienced heart break. This is a journal where I document how I feel and how I'm getting through it. I'm hoping this will be a sort of "how to get over someone" and I hope this helps someone else as well.
