I thought I'd moved on and that I was doing better. I didn't spend every night crying anymore or reminiscing about the "good" times. I wasn't thinking about him every second of the day. I was doing okay. Then I saw him on my friends story again and every single emotion came flooding back.
It starting hurting again.
I started beating myself up for falling back again. I was doing so well I should be okay now. Why am I still crying I shouldn't feel like this anymore.
I started thinking I've been taking one step forwards two steps back.
This shit is so much harder than I expected. It's okay to realise that maybe you've not moved on. That doesn't mean I've gone back. It means I just need to give myself ever more time. Wounds take time to heal. Especially emotional wounds.
Don't give up on the process just cause you had one bad day. It's gonna be okay hopefully.
Ps: I hope his d*ćk falls off :)
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How to mend a broken heart
Non-FictionFor the first time in my life, I experienced heart break. This is a journal where I document how I feel and how I'm getting through it. I'm hoping this will be a sort of "how to get over someone" and I hope this helps someone else as well.
