This never was an option | Drarry fanfiction |

Chapter 5

{ Blaise Pov. }

We all walked to the Mcgonnogal office to inform her that we are going to live together . And I'm really happy that Luna is going to be roommates with us . Not that I like her or something ! She is just ... Nice ? 

We finally arrived and Draco knocked  on the door . We heard a quiet 'Come in ' and we all went in . 

" Oh ! Mr.Malfoy . And Miss Parkinson , oh and Mr.Zabini . Oh Luna dear wonderful to see you ! Oh hello Milly . " 
" Hi Miss . " 
" Great to see you all ! So- wait . Is that Harry behind you dear ? " 
I looked back to where Draco was standing and saw little boy , who was clinging onto his arm . 

" Yeach ... " 
Draco whispered something to profesor and walked back to Harry . 
" Oh , I understand . Well , what do  you all need ? " 
" Actually we wanted to say that we wanted to be roommates together . If that's okay . " 
" Of Course it is ! I was waiting for someone to come , because if nobody will sign themselves , then I'm gonna put different people together . " 

She gave Pansy some papers to sing for all of us and then told her where is our dorm . We thanked her and walked out . We were walking down the hallways . Finally we arrived at the portrait of a small girl sitting in the middle if the garden . She was  holding a half white half red rose . 

" Um... Hello ? " 
" Huh ? Oh hello there ! How can I help you all ? " 
" Actually we are all gonna live here . So let us in . " 
" DRACO ! " 
We all yelled beside Harry who flinched at the noise we made . Guys were yelling at Draco and Harry walked over to the portrait . 

" H-hi . "
" Hi there small bean ! What do you need ? " 
" Well , c-could you please open the d-door , I w-wanna lay down , if it's n-not a p-problem . " 
" Of course dear ! You are very nice to me ! Oh , you're so cute ! " 
" C-could you p-please let my f-friends in t-too ? " 
" Huh ? Them ? If you want to then sure ! " 

I was shocked . Harry did just - That girl let him in without the password . How !? He really is nice . What could I expect from such a precious bean ? Oh God . Draco would kill me if he heard me . 

" Wait , we don't need to give you a password ? " 
" Nah ! I trust this little boy . He is cute ! Come in you all . " 
The portrait opened and we walked in . 

Our dorm was ... Wow ... 

{ Harry Pov. } 

The whole group started yelling at Draco , but I just was standing there watching . They started to be louder and I flinched from their noise . All the memories when Vernon was yelling at me came back . I just shook my head and walked over to the portrait . 

The girl on it was very pretty . Opposite to me , I was so ugly and fat . 
' That's right ... You are ugly slut . Nobody will ever like you ... ' 
' Yeach yeach ... I know . '

" H-hi . " 
" Hi there small bean ! What do you need ? " 

Did she just call me small bean ? Why ? Nevermind ... 

" Well , c-could you please open the d-door , I w-wanna lay down , if it's n-not a p-problem . " 
" Of course dear ! You are very nice to me ! Oh , you're so cute ! " 

I am nice ? No, no , no and no . I am stupid , I am not nice . Nobody likes me ... But that girl is really nice . She is so kind to me even that I don't deserve this . 

" C-could you p-please let my f-friends in t-too ? " 
" Huh ? Them ? If you want to then sure ! " 
" Wait , we don't need to give you a password ? " 
Pansy yelled and I jumped from the sudden noise . 

" Nah ! I trust this little boy . He is cute ! Come in you all . " 
Oh~ She is so cute . I think I didn't hear that somebody trusted me for a very long time . 

She let us in and we stood in front of the most beautiful room I've ever seen . There was a large living room with two red sofas with green cushions on it and a fireplace . On the wall was painting of the Hogwarts logo . The carpet was yellow with some blue details . On the next wall , there was a huge window . From it was a view onto the forbidden forest . The floor was dark wood . There was also a bookshelf with a lot of books in it .  

We walked upstairs and there were 3 rooms . We walked  into the first one and there was two beds with a green sheet on it . On the wall was hanging a painting of the Slytherin logo . On the floor saw a green forest carpet . There were also two desks . There was also a closet near each bed . And a small bathroom connected to the room . I guess it's Draco and Blaise room .

Next room was a bit different . There was a blue and green bed  . There were two paintings hanging on the wall . Ravenclaw and Slytherin logo . On the floor were two carpets . One blue with a bit of green , and one green with a bit of blue . There were also desks , closets and a bathroom . It was probably Pansy's and Luna's room .

The last one was mine and Milly's . There were two beds . One red and one yellow . On the wall was a painting of the Hufflepuff and Gryffindor logo . On the floor was one carpet . Red with  yellow . Of Course two closets . There were also two desks and a bathroom . 

We all walked back to the living room and I sat on the sofa along with Pansy and Milly . Draco and Blaise sat on the second one and Luna sat down on the floor . Don't ask me why . 

" Our dorm is amazing ! " 
Pansy shouted and I flinched again . God ! Why am I such a coward and a crybaby ?! 
' Exactly ! You are nobody . Slut , crybaby , coward and a piece of shit ... Nobody will ever love you ... Your parents hated you ... That's why they are dead ... They didn't want a son like you . All your friends are dead because of you . And Sirius ... You were a disappointment to him ... ' 
' S-shut up . '
' Everybody thinks you are nothing ... '
' Shut up ! ' 
' You should just kill yourslef ... '

" SHUT UP ! " 

{ Milly Pov. } 

" SHUT UP ! " 

Harry yelled with tears running down his face . He has his hand placed on the both sides of his head , breathing heavily and quickly at the same time . He was shaking really bad . We all looked at him worried . 

" Harry ..? " 

I asked and the boy looked up from his knees . He was so scared and in pain . I think he started to have a panic attack because when I tried to touch him he jumped and started choking on the air . 

" Shit ! What do we do ?! " 
" First stop yelling Blaise and let's calm him down . " 
" Hey Harry ... Look at me ... " 

The boy slowly moved his eyes to where Draco was standing . 
" It's okay ... Nobody will hurt you ... " 
He slowly walked over to the crying boy and hugged him lightly . 
" Sh~ I am here ... I'll protect you ... " 

After a few minutes Harry finally calmed down and looked at Draco . 
" Feeling better ..? " 
" Y-yes ... T-thank you ... " 
He said and started crying again . This time he didn't have a panic attack . 
" I-I am s-so s-sorry ... I'm j-just a c-crybaby ... " 
" No no Harry it's fine we- " 
Draco started but Harry pushed him away and ran up to his room . When he was in the stairs he said something that broke our hearts . 

" You should just give up on me ... I am not worth it ... "