This never was an option | Drarry fanfiction |

Chapter 15

{ 3rd Person's Pov. } 

" This is amazing ! " 
" Yeah yeah whatever . "
" No really ! It's amazing ! I've never seen such a beautiful manor . " 
" Well , my parents made a renovation and now it doesn't look like a cemetery ." 

Both boys laughed . They were walking on the second floor to Harry's room . When they walk in, Harry gasped and stand in the middle of it . 
" W-wow ... " 
" It's pretty nice , isn't it ? " 
" It's beautiful ... " 

The room had a dark wooden floor and white walls . In the middle of the wall was a large glass door connected to a balcony . The room has a king sized bed with gold and beige sheets . A lot of pillows on it along with long cream curtains . There was also a dark wooden desk and a small nightstand with a lamp . There were also two doors . One led to the bathroom and the other to the closet . On the floor was laying a dark red carpet with elements of beige . And ofcourse a breathtaking chandelier .  

The bathroom was pretty normal size . It had a shower and a tub . A sink and a mirror next to shower . All in cream titles with gold stripes . 

The closet was pretty big . It could fit a lot of clothes and outfits . Harry didn't have them too much though . 

" So what do you think ? You want to be here or in another room . I can find you something else . " 
" No ! I mean , thank you but no . This one is perfect . Thank you so much for letting me stay ! " 

Harry hugged Draco . The blond smirked and hugged back .
" Okay . You can unpack and I will talk to my parents , okay ? " 
" Mhm ... " 
Harry nooded . 
" See you at dinner ! " 

Draco walked out of the room to the dining area . Harry's smile faded and he put his bag down . He sat on the bed and started to look for something in his bag . Finally he found  a very old box . It was the size of a book and it looked like one too . He opened it and inside was a lot of blades along with a pocket knife and bandages . 

He took it with him while he entered the bathroom . He pulled out a blade and rolled up his sleeve . He took off his old bandages with blood on it and looked at his arm . It looked horrible . There were an uncountable number of cuts . Some were old , some new , some of them reopened . 

He put the cold metal to his skin and started saying in his mind : 

' Useless 
Worthless 
Stupid 
Fool 
Scum 
Bitch 
Whore 
Slut ' 

The list goes on and on . He started crying and dropped to his knees . He wrapped his arms around him and cried . His clothes soaked in blood . The red liquid dripped down from his hands . Blood on the floor where he was . 

Harry looked up and wiped away the tears . He stood up just to fall back down . He lost too much blood which caused his vision to blurry . He shakely stood up and made his way to the sink . 

{ Harry Pov. } 

' That's right ... You deserved that ... Now go down , and act happy ... And don't you dare tell anyone about it ... '
' Y-yes ... ' 

I ended up wrapping my arms and hiding the old bandages . I looked at myself in the mirror and saw that my eyes were red and my face wet from tears . I splashed water on my face and dried it with a towel . I put on a fake smile and walked out of the bathroom . 

Then I looked at my clothes . Shit ! They were all in blood . I took off my hoodie and jeans . I didn't have any hoodies left so I needed to put on the clothes that girls bought me . 

I put on a coffee shirt and black skinny trousers . On top I put a long cream sweater with white dark coffee boots . I put on a circle, silver earrings and a silver belt . I still look bad , I hope they will accept it my look .