This never was an option | Drarry fanfiction |

Chapter 6

{ Pansy Pov. }

We all were sitting in the living room , saying nothing . Everybody was thinking about what Harry said . Finally Blaise broke the silence . 
" You guys think we should go talk to him ? " 
" Yes ... He's probably still crying and needs someone to comfort him . "

We all nodded at Milly and got up . We walked upstairs and went to Harry's and Milly's room . When I reached the door I heard crying . I turned over to rest and looked at them sad . 

" Harry ..? " 
Milly said calm and quiet not to scare him . He didn't respond , instead we heard that he got up from bed and started looking for something . 
" Harry ? Harry open the door. " 
He still didn't do it . Milly looked at us and then back at the door . 

" Harry open the door ! " 
Draco yelled . Then we heard Harry putting something in his closet or nightstand , I don't know . 
" Okay , fine ! I'm coming in ! "

Draco yelled , and kicked the door . It swung open . Like , Draco dear . I know you are mad , but you're a wizard for God's sake ! You could use Alohomora ?! Uhg . Nevermind about that . We walked in and saw Harry ... 

{ Harry Pov. } 

I was lying on my bed crying . I am so stupid ! Why am I still living ?! They would be better off without me ... Then it hits me ... Usually , when I was sad or I couldn't take it anymore , I was doing one thing . Cutting ... 

I got up still crying and looked f9r something in my bag . I looked around for a while , when I finally found it . A small black box . I sit back down on the bed and pull out of the box a small blade . 

I rolled up my sleeve and took off some bandages I had wrapped around my arm . I throw them in the bed and pull the sharp object to my arm . I slowly move it and a straight red line started forming on my arm . 

It was so calming . I closed my eyes , tears still streaming down my face , and I started breathing slowly . I heard a knock on my door and a nice voice calling my name . I looked at my arm . Shit ! I think I spaced out for a bit because I had more than 20 cuts on my arm . They can't see that ! 

I quickly got up and started looking up for clean bandages in my bag . 
" Harry ? Harry opens the door . " 
I heard Milly say . C'mon , where are they ?! Finally I found bandages and I quickly wrapped them around my arm . 

" Harry open the door ! " 
I heard Draco yell and I flinched . Shit shit shit ! I took a blade and old bandages and threw them into the nightstand . When I rolled down my sleeve I spotted that there's blood on it . Why ?! I started looking for something to cover it up . I found a dark grey hoodie so I put it on at the last second .

" Okay , fine ! I'm coming in ! " 
Draco yelled and kicked the door wide open . I jumped from the noise . 

" H-hi D-draco ... " 

{ Milly Pov. } 

" H-hi D-draco ... " 
Harry was standing beside his bad ,  shivering , a fake smile on his face . 
" Why didn't you open it ? " 
" O-oh ... I w-was at t-the b-bathroom ... " 

Yeach ... That's a lie . I looked over to Draco . He gave me the look that said : ' You'll talk to him later ' . I nodded and looked back at Harry . 

" Okay . Just remember to respond when we are calling you . We were worried . " 
" S-sorry ... I-I didn't m-mean to ... " 
" That's okay . Come on guys , we should go to bed . Good night Harry . Goodnight Milly . " 

Draco and the rest walked out and I closed the door . 
" Okay . Now tell me the truth . " 
" W-what ? " 
" Stop playing dumb . I know you weren't in the bathroom . " 
" I-I don't k-know what a-are you talking a-about . " 
" Ugh ! Cut that shit Harry ! " 

I yelled at him and saw that he is scared of me . He had tears in his eyes and was shaking . 
" I'm sorry ... I didn't mean to scare you ... It's just - " 
I walked over to him and hugged him . He flinched but soon relaxed . 
" We all care about you . And you are worth it Harry . Now please , tell me what's wrong . " 

He looked at the ground . After a few seconds he looked up at me . 
" Y-you will t-tell them , r-right ? " 
" Tell them what ? " 
" If I will tell you . You're gonna tell Draco and the rest . " 
" You don't want me to tell anybody ?"

He shook his head no and started crying . I hugged him again . What am I going to do ? Maybe at first I could deal with it by myself . And if things get worse I'll let Draco know . That would be the best option . 

" Okay Harry ... I won't tell anybody . " 
" H-how can I-I t-trust you ? " 
" I am a Hufflepuff . I never break my promise . " 
" O-okay ... " 

We sat down on his bed . He pulled his knees to his chest and wrapped arms around them . 

" Well ... What's wrong ..? "