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Chapter 39

{ Blaise Pov. }

After Chris and Draco brought Harry to a hospital wing , me and girls let teachers take Anthony to the Azkaban for rape and abuse . Malfoys arrived soon after with Lily , she was gladly asleep .

I could see that Draco was happy that we found Harry , but worried about if he would make it . I know Harry was in situations like that a lot , but ... He should't experience it once again . It's really unhumanly ...

" Mr. Malfoy ? "
Mrs. Pomfrey asked as she walked out of her office .
" Yes ? "
" Harry is perfectly fine , he just needs some rest now . "
" Thank you ... "
" You're allways welcome ! "

Draco smiled and went to the room . He saw Harry lying on the bed asleep peacefully . He smiled and sat on the edge of it . He runned his hand trought Harry's hair and strokes his cheek carefully . He was really happy that he fiund him .

I walked just behind him , so I saw what exatcly was he doing . I could see few tears escaping his eyes .

" Blaise ? "
I turned around and saw Draco's mom .
" Yes Narcissa ? "
" I am going to feed Lily , so we won't be here for a while , is that okay ? "
" Yeah , I am gonna tell Draco that . "
" Thank you . "

She said and walked away . I had weird feeling that she should stay , but I just ignored it . I walked over to Draco amd told him what his mother told me . He nooded and said that it's fine . I smiled and sat on the oposite bed to watch Harry and Draco .

( Time skip , night , 01:13 )
{ 3rd Persons Pov. }

All people were sound asleep . Narcissa told Draco that she would sleep with Lily there since it's a baby and she needs to be watched at night . Draco agreed and let her go .

Draco was sleeping on the bed next to Harry's , Blaise and Luna were sleeping together as well . Lucius was asleep in the armchair , while Chris and his cousin Ellie on the couch . Hermione and Pansy were asleep on same bed but on tge oposite sides . Milly was asleep on the floor . She didn't want to sleep on the bed , don't ask why ...

It was dark . Stars and moon where shinning like never before . A small atumn wind was blowing to the windows . Few lights could be seen around all castle . And exatcly at this late hour , Harry opened his eyes .

He was blinking for a few times before his eyes addicted to the darkness . He imediatly started to panick that he is in the room , but then he recognized the place . He was in bed in hospital wing . He was at ... Hogwart ..?

He turned his head and saw Draco . He was scared now . Did Draco know about Lily , that she's dead , the he killed her ?! Was he going to hate him ?!

He started breathing heavilly and slowly got out of the bed . He made his way to the door and almost opened them , but then he falled . A thud was heard and Draco in second was wide awake .

He looked around and saw Harry getting up from the floor . He jumped out of the bed and tried to move to Harry . Small boy jumped back and reached for door .

" Harry calm down ... It's me ... I won't hurt you ... "
" N-no ... Y-you h-hate m-me ... "
Draco was shocked .
" What are you talking about ? I don't hate you . Please dear- "
" N-no ... I-I s-should d-die f-for w-what I-I d-did ... "

Draci stopped and look at Harry . The boy was crying his heart out as he pushed door open and runned out of the room . Draco shook his head and yelled .
" Harry wait ! Everyone get up ! "

All his friends got up and looked around .
" It's Harry ! He wants to kill himself !"

Friends gasped and jumped out of their beds . They runned after Harry . The boy was running to the astronomy tower , don't carring about others shouts .

He finally reached the stairs and staryed climbing them . Whe he finally reached the top he walked over to railing and jumped across it . Now he was standing on the edge .

Harry took a deep breath . Everything would soon come to an end . His pain and guilty ... Everything ...

" HARRY ! "
He turned around and saw Draco . He started shaking .
" Harry please come here ... Don't do it ... "
" N-no ! W-what's t-the p-point !? "
" Harry please ... I don't hate you ... "
" I-it's ... It's not that ! "

Draco started crying as he saw the boy in front of him breaking down into million pieces .
" She ... She's dead ... And that's my fucking fault ! "
" W-who's dead dear ..? "
" O-our daughter ... L-lily ... "

Now Draco understood . They made Harry belive that they had Lily so thwy could use him and then they told him that she's dead to break him totaly .

" H-harry ... S-she's not dead ... She was me , all this time . She's safe thanks to you ... "
" N-no ! You are lying ! She isn't alive ! You are telling me this just to stop me from jumping ! "
" That's not true ! "
" Then where she is ?! "

Draco wanted to say something but then remembered that Lily was with his mother . In the manor !

" Blaise send patronus to my mom ! Quick ! "
" Sure thing ! "
" Harry please ... Lily will be here soon , she is with my mom . They will cone here . Just please come here ... "

Harry sighed and smiled a bit .
" You know what's funny ..? World ... Allways wanted me dead ... Just from the start . When I was a baby ,  Voldemort tried to kill me . Then all these things in Hogwart . First year , with this stupid stone , then chamber of secrets , then I found my Godfather . Next I was put into tournamtent and Cedrick died . Then ... Umbridge came and Sirius died ... Next year Dumbledore died ... And then war ... "

Harry laughed .
" And when I came back ... The whole story with you ... All these times I was in hospital wing ... Almost dead ... Countless times ... "

Harry turned his head to Draco .
" I wonder why you wanted to be with me ... Even if I could die ... And we both knew it ... "
" H-harry ... "
" It will be better ... For both of us ... "

Harry smiled last time before turning around . He took a deep breath before wanting to let go . Then he heard voice calling Draco . It was his mom . Draco turned around and walked behind wall . Harry was looking at the action wity the last string of hope .

" Harry ... Look ... "
Draco walked back . He was holding a baby , with short blond hair and green emerald eyes . Harry's eyes widened and he jumped over the railing again . He walked few steps before stopping . Draco walked over to him and give him Lily .

The small boy took girl in his arms and didn't say anything . It was like everything came back to him . All his emotions . He started crying and dropped to his knees . He kissed Lily's head .

" I love you my baby ... "
He whispered again and again . Draco kneeled in front of him and hugged him .
" I love you Harry ... "
" I-I love you too Draco ... "

( Time skip , next morning )

Harry was asleep on bed hugging Lily care fully . Draco hugging him from behind .
" Draco . "
Milly whispered . Blond slowly opened his eyes and saw girl .
" What is it ? "

Girl smirked and said :
" We found the Weaslette . "
Draco shoot up from the bed and shook Milly .
" You really did ?! "
" Yes ! Now be quiet ... Harry ... "
" Oh , right ... Sorry ... "
" It's fine . "
" So where she is ? "
" Now probably at the Ministry waiting for judge . "
" That's great . "

Draco smiled and turned around . His fiancé was still sound asleep on the bed . He walked over to him and kissed the top of his head .

" Aw~ I missed these moments~ "
Said Pansy as she walked in with her girlfriend Ellie .
" Yeah me too . "
Said Draco .
" And me too ... "
Said Harry as he smiled and turned to face Draco . He smiled and kissed him .

" I missed you ... "
" I missed you too ... "

" So~ When's the wedding~? "
" PANSY ! "