This never was an option | Drarry fanfiction |

Chapter 20

{ Narcissa Pov. } 

I and Lucius were sitting at the table drinking coffé while the boys were upstairs packing for tomorrow .

" I am gonna miss them ... " 
" Me too . But they need to come back to school . Besides, they will come back for vacations ! " 
" Yeah I know . But still it's gonna be lonely without them . Do you thi- " 

" MOM ! DAD ! QUICKLY COME HELP !!! " 

We both looked at each other with worried expressions . We quickly stood up and run to Draco's room . When we entered we didn't saw anybody . 

" Let's check Harry's room ! " 
Lucius said and I nodded . We ran to his room and swung the door open only to hear crying . At first we didn't say anything but I spotted the door to the bathroom open . I pulled Lucius with me and went into the bathroom . 

" Draco honey ! Are you oka- OH MY GOD ! " 

I saw Draco on his knees on the floor shaking . He held the bleeding boy in his arms . It was Harry ... He had a stab wound in his stomach and a lot of cuts on his arms . He was pale from blood loss . His chest rising and going down almost unnoticeable . 

I saw a knife in the other corner of the bathroom and then a box on the sink with a blade in it . Then it hits me ... 

Harry tried to ... 
Kill himself ... 

" Lucius quick ! Get him on the bed ! And get Draco out of here ! " 
My husband nodded and took Harry carefully and placed him on the bed . Then he tried to get Draco out of the room . 

" Tried "  That's the key word . Draco was so stubborn so we finally let him stay . I told Lucius to ask him about what exactly happened while I'll help the poor boy . 

{ Lucius Pov. } 

Draco was still crying and trying to get closer to Harry .
" Draco calm down ! He will be fine ! Your mom will help him ! Now . Tell me what exactly happened ... " 

" I-it all s-started yesterday b-but ... It's not i-important in t-the moment . T-today I t-told him s-something that h-hurted him ... I didn't m-mean it though . I-I was just n-nervous ! T-then he went to his r-room sad so I decided to go and apologize ... 

W-when I w-walked in I s-saw d-door to the b-bathroom open s-so I w-went in ... And s-saw ... H-him ... C-cutting himself ... I t-tried to s-stop him , but he wouldn't l-listen . He t-told me that he was w-worthles and all ... I c-couldn't do a-anything ... 

T-then he ... Put the k-knife in f-front of h-him and ... S-stabbed himself s-saying sorry t-to me ... H-he ... H-he t-told me t-that I deserve s-someone b-better then h-him ... B-but t-that's not t-true ! P-please ! Help h-him ... I-I am so s-sorry ... " 

He stopped talking and hugged me . I hugged him back and rubbed his back . It wasn't his fault . That boy went trought a lot . I am not surprised that he wanted to end all of this . 

" Sh... He will be okay ... " 
" H-how can y-you know ..? " 
" It's your mom we are talking about . She is the best ! I am sure Harry will be fine ... " 

He just cried more . I sighed ... Why does all of this need to happen to him ... 

( Time skip , 4 hours later ) 

{ 3rd Person's Pov. } 

Draco was sitting on the bed next to Harry . He was holding his small and pale hand . During this Christmas break a lot happened to him . He was beaten up , rapped and attemped a suicide ... 

Draco looked away and sighed . Why didn't he tell this boy earlier about his feelings ? Why did he have to mess everything up ? 

He looked back at Harry . His chest slowly rising and going down . He looked so calm . His eyes closed , stains of tears and blood on his cheeks . His clothes changed into white long shirt , his arms in bandages .