Feels Like the First Time

Chapter Thirty - Say It

Warning: This here be SMUT! 

Would love to know what people think of this short chapter. It's been a while since I've done one of these, so am interested if people like the slight change in style! Love you all and stay safe! <3

His tongue flicked against mine in time with the gentle thrust of his hips. Each thrust had his hard tip stretching me slightly, then retreating, making me pant into his kiss. I couldn't help but rock my hips with his movements, working him deeper into me. From this angle, the stretch was intense, sharp, but a delicious reminder of just how thick he was. The few times before, I'd had more time to warm up or was sleepy and relaxed. But now, so tense from the argument and over a month without him, I could definitely feel it.

The slow movements were torturous; although they made the stretch bearable, if not glorious, I needed more. As my own hips worked more furiously, he realised how needy I was getting, and I felt him smirk against my mouth.

"You want it?" He grumbled as he pulled back to meet my gaze. His pupils were blown wide and I was immediately, willingly, swept up in the storm. I bit my lip, trying to hold in a whimper, and eagerly nodded. His eyes narrowed as he gripped onto my hips, fingers so firm and sure that I knew I'd never forget how he held me.

"Say it," He hissed as he pushed forward, entering me past the point he had previously reached but not deep enough. The only sound I made was a slightly pained but needy yelp. He pulled out and all I could do was whimper and reach for him.

Before I could blink, he flipped me onto my front and turned me so my head now fell on the soft pillows. My mouth dropped open in surprise at his actions and the heady rush they sent through me. I gasped as my hips were pulled up and I immediately brought my knees up to support myself. A hand came down on the flesh of my ass with a crack that sounded far worse than it felt. His warm hand gave a soft rub to the now tender flesh.

"Say it," His words were firmer now, more demanding. I sucked in a breath to respond but the air immediately left my lungs as he plunged into me once more. It was deeper than before but still not enough. I could feel a spot inside of me throb for him, begging for him.

"Please," I managed to whine into the pillow, turning my head so I could gaze into his eyes over my shoulder. He grinned and I knew I would never be the same.

"Good girl," he purred as his hand tangled in the hair at the base of my skull, pressing my face lightly into the pillow. I groaned and my hips rolled involuntarily against his hard cock.

"Ready?" He growled in my ear and my eyes rolled back at the sound and the knowledge of what he was asking.

"Yes, yes, please, fuck me, Takashi!" I gasped in response, grinding against him eagerly. He moaned against my shoulder then pulled back, his hand still holding my head into the pillow. I groaned as he aligned himself with my entrance then, suddenly, he was buried inside of me. The flash of pain was quickly ignored as he instantly started slamming into me, he pulled out almost entirely each time only to reach even further inside me with each surge forward.

One hand holding down my head lightly, the other digging into my hip, he managed to hold me in place as he set the rhythm we both needed. The hands shifted as he leant over me. The angle changed and all I could see was stars. His thick length carved my front wall on its pounding path. The pressure inside was delicious and all I could think was that I needed more. That point inside me was still throbbing, my mind completely focussed on the need for him to totally fill me.

He reached under me to grasp my heavy breasts, squeezing the nipples between his fingers and making my hips buck at the delicious zap of sensation. I felt him chuckle against my back and shivered as it trailed off into a breathy groan. My hips bucked again as he pinched the sensitive buds once more.

We both gasped as my hips settled and he was reaching deeper than I knew he could. My hips were tilted so much I could already feel the ache from the position, but I wouldn't move even if it killed me. That throb was singing as he hit it over and over, so hard I thought I would burst. My mouth watered and my eyes rolled back.

He pulled off my chest, his hands now resting in the prominent arch I'd created. He pressed down lightly, increasing the angle. He sped up and every muscle in my body locked up. I heard him growl and a squeak managed to escape my constricted throat.

"Is this – this what you – uhn - wanted?" He huffed and his words seemed to flip a switch in my mind. I'd been in shock before but now he'd unleashed a beast.

"Ohhh, fuck! Yes, yes, Takashi. Pleasepleaseplease -" I chanted into the pillow. My words were sharp with each quick thrust he made. He groaned and leant over me, pressing more into my back. I could feel his pounding in my mouth, like my whole body was begging for him, thrumming with the sensation and my need for him.

"You're mine," He growled, and I felt myself clench around him. "You like that? You want to be mine? Say it, say you're mine, Hannah!" My name in that tone of voice, I would never get enough of it and I clenched around him again as his balls slapped against me louder than ever.

"Ah – I'm, ahhhhh, I'm yours! Yes, Takashi, please, make me yours!" My brain couldn't even understand the words I was saying before I screamed them in the pillow. It seemed to be exactly what he wanted though as he fell forward, cursing into my neck and telling me I was such a good girl. My toes curled as his rhythm became erratic and all I could think about was how I needed him to cum.

"Cum for me, Hannah," He murmured into my ear, breath against the shell of my ear sending a shiver down my spine. I could feel myself starting to spasm, but I was almost too tense. I yelped in time to his powerful thrusts unable to do anything more than squeeze him. He growled a sound that sounded almost angry before he bit down hard on my shoulder.

There! I wailed into the pillow, my mind flashing white as I shook uncontrollably under him. He made a sound that I felt through my entire body as his teeth sunk into my skin just a little more, making my eyes completely roll back in my head. I felt him twitch inside me, so deep and exactly where I needed him. My mouth split into a grin as I delighted in the soft, grumbly curses he uttered under his breath as he gave a few final thrusts.