We Meet Again 2

Nine

(Raven)

I woke with a pounding headache, fully dressed, and at the foot of the bed with Rose and Ivy cozily nestled under the covers. I was a bit confused of my where abouts, and it was nearly six am! I don't usually sleep this late, but with the day I had yesterday, I was entitled to some rest.

I looked at the vodka bottle on the small table, noticed that is was half empty, then started to wonder what sort of trouble I'd gotten myself into. The last thing I remembered was attacking Ivy, and the rest was really foggy.

I gotten out of the bed and ungracefully went to start a pot of coffee, then I looked at the bottle again.

'Where did this come from?' I thought, then my memories flooding back!

"Oh no!" ...

I quickly turned on the television and saw exactly what I did last night! I burned Terra's house to the ground. I actually went to her house and burned it down! Oh my goodness... what, what did I do! Why did I do it?

Ugh, BB is going to be pissed! He will never forgive me for this! I never wanted to mix Scathe with my personal life, not in the least!

What do I do?

I know I can't go back now!! He will turn me in for sure, and if he didn't then someone else will!

Maybe Vic, he was awfully angry at me earlier, to the point he was prepared to fight.

Maybe Star, I love her dearly, but she is easily persuaded especially under pressure,.

Or that kid, her kid! Dylan... BB's fake son!

I watched on as I started to feel sick at the stomach. The liquor is really talking to me right now, and I had to get rid of it, rather voluntary or not!

About 15 or so minutes later, after I hacked up the Bears Belvidere Vodka, I started to quickly retain myself. I poured a cup of coffee, then looked back at Rose and Ivy. Even though they're in a deep drunken sleep, they still held on to each other, completely in love, as if they had no care in the world, while I was sparling out of control!

I needed to get back to BB. I had to at least explain why I did what I did to his former home, and the only thing that came into mind was, jealousy! I had no real beef with Terra, at least I think I didn't.

'Innocent people could've gotten hurt by my actions, and for what? My uncontrollable ego? Maybe I am a monster. Maybe I do have a devilish side to me! What if she and her son were at home at the time! I would've killed two innocent people because I am in love with Garfield!'

I need to go back! I'm going to go back, just to see his reaction. I needed to know if he hated me, to make it easier for me to cut all ties and continue with my fate...

Death!

The life that I wanted was just a fantasy, and I lived it... even if it was just for a day. But now, I know who I am... Beast!

'Huh, Beast, a fucking Beast! I'm so conditioned to be just that. For example, me mindlessly burning someone's home down, and not giving a shit if it was occupied or not!

I've killed an Arabian Prince, murder countless folks in the name of my own morbid justice, which including my own father out of disappointment, hurt, and the years of neglect my mother and I experienced, long before his mimic bitch, and I didn't care!

'Scathe made me a monster; Slade made me a murder! At least, that's what I want to think but, nobody can make you into anything if it wasn't already in you! Was I always like this? Was I born a demon!'