problems

chapter fifteen

Brenda

"Well you took long enough." I said a little irritated

"My dad was talking to me about something." Alisa said putting on her seatbelt

"Really what he been talking to you about?" I said starting up the car and pulling out of the driveway

"He was just telling me about what my mom and them was talking about it was nothing. I don't care about that bitch anymore .she can go to hell for all I care." Alisa said a little angry

"Whoa don't say that okay she still you mother and your only mother." I said

"I know you not sticking up for her. You know what she did to me and still doing to me. You know a day before we went to school I was talking to my mother about being gay and she tried to kill me. I asked her why she hated me so much and she said because I was born. Brenda do you know how much that hurt me. So I don't give a shit about her anymore as long as we go our separate ways I'm straight." Alisa said with tears in her eyes

" damn ma in sorry. Don't cry because one day your mama going to get what she deserve.....alisa I have a question for you." I said looking at her while driving

" yes. What is it." She said wiping her eyes

"what if your mother comes back and tells you she sorry and ask for your forgiveness. Would you forgive her?" I asked

" you know...... I probably would because I know god would have wanted me to do it. I would forgive her but I want forget." Alisa said

" I don't expect you to forget cause what she said and does to you hurts alot. But look whatever you going to do I'll support you a hundred percent." I said surely

"thank you honey." Alisa said smiling and giving me a kiss on the check

We pull up to the st Steven park, got out and started walking down the road.

"you know Alisa I have to tell you something." I said wrapping my arm around her waist

"what is it?" Alisa said looking at me

"okay on that day I was at the hospital with you, that following night rico and I went to go handle some business. You know the girl I used to mess with?" I said afraid of her answer

"It depends on who because you know you messed with a lot of other girls when you was with me." She said with a Attitude

"The girl that had my daughter." I said

"Why do you call her your daughter brenda. That's not even your real daughter. I just don't get it." Alisa said angrily

" look ma she is my daughter and I don't give a fuck what y'all say okay. That is mine right there." I said defending my daughters behave

" alright brenda go head on what you was going to say." Said Alisa

"well my ex girlfriend teresa has  been getting abused by her girlfriend tiffany to the point where teresa had to stay with her mother for a few days. Teresa gave me Brittany- my daughter- so I could of spend time with her and so she want be involved in what all was going on. So Teresa's mother called my phone and been like Tiffany came over and started beating on teresa and she said she tried to get Tiffany to stop hitting on Teresa but she ended up getting beat herself. I got pissed and said well this shit need to come to a end, so Rico an I went to tiffany house ready to buss a cap and her ass but as I crept up to her room door i kept hearing these sounds." I said explaining to her on what happen

"Oh shit the girl been having sex with other bitch." Alisa said laughing "who was it?"

"alisa it was your dad. That was the bitch tiffany been fucking or well I should say been sucking." I said to her

" what the fuck is wrong with you. You don't talk about my dad like that. Get the fuck out of here."  Alsisa said pushing me and then walking up in front of me

"Wait wait alisa I'm not even pkaying with you. Your dad not a bitch ,but you know I don't lie about any kind of shit like this. I mean it." I said grabing her arm "alisa I walked into Tiffany's room and saw that be was giving him head. You know that she a stud and this girl had a ass of his sperm on his face. It was some nasty shit. When he saw me he started acting crazy begging me not to shoot him And I just told him to get out. I shoot the girl in the head and Rico kept stabbin her. We thought the girl was dead but it turns out that she not."

"Oh my gosh. What do you want me to say brenda. My dad was given head by a stud. I just cannot believe it." Alisa said with her hand over her mouth shocked as hell

"I know I know baby. I know you have to soak this all in, but I'm here for you I want you to remember that. We technically going through this shit together." I said turning her facing me

"Alright brenda. Do you promise?" Alisa said looking into my eyes

" i promise baby. You my girl remember.Come on let's go get something to eat." I said leading g her into Wendy's

"you always wanna eat girl." Alisa said laughing

"You know it." I said laughing also

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Alisa

I don't Know what to do after brenda told me this. I feel so disgusted with him and sick to my stomach. I feel like I have NO kinda good parent or family member that's not fucked up. Why the fuck has he done this. I'm mad the he did it and I'm mad that he was in MY face like that shit ain't happened. He should have came to me and told me first. I feel like a knife has pierced through my chest and has stayed there and with everything that is going on it twists and turns to try to go deeper into me and out through the back. Why has this shit happened to me

"Alisa I was thinking we still could take that trip to Puerto Rico. I have the money and all. Do you wanna go? I mean we can get away from all the drama and the negativity." Brenda said with a hopeful look on her face.

Ever since we came into the restaurant I haven't eating nothing g but ice cream and Brenda ordered a hamburger and fries. I saw her taking glances at me and I know she could tell that I'm sad. I haven't talked and felt like crying. She could see I was holding back the tears. I guess she was annoyed by tf quietness between us and she is trying to cheer me up.

"Hmmmm well I quess we can go. I hope we really going though and nothing else  is going to come in the way." I said sadly

"I know sweet heart." Brenda said putting her hand in mine "I'm sort that you have been going through a lot and I can't stand the fact that everybody is doing this to you I want to see you happy I want you to relax."

" i know. I hear you ,but look Brenda I dont feel good can you take me back home please." I said pleading

"I'm pretty sure you don't want to go back there I feel like it would only make things worse. How about you come and rest at my house" Brenda asked

"You right it will." Said alisa

"I know.I can run a relaxing bath water for you, rub you down, play some relaxing music, and just get the mood set for you. I want you to feel at peace and you know maybe later on You could meet my daughter Brittany." Brenda said happy

"Alright baby I will go. I like all of that" I said smiling "you better take care of me.

"Why wouldn't I? You in my hands now." Brenda said walking me out of Wendy's and to her car

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