The Curse Of A Certain Star

CHAPPY 19✨DESTINED

Clarisse's POV

My passion for writing comes from my heart, letting myself to expose a vulnerable side of me through scribbling. Sometimes editing manuscripts could be tricky yet fun. Within this job, I could find joy and tranquility.

But reading is also a major thing for me because that is the only way that I can transfer knowledge from my brain to my readers, or even from a writer to the whole world. Being a writer has always been imprinted into my soul. It is a lot of me and a lot of divine inspiration to built-in.

The pen is indeed mightier than the sword, for a pen can weave love; it can bring cleansing showering stars of hope. Every piece that I scribble is proof of my loving heart. I am inspired by the silvery-white illumination of a moon that never dies.

I have just been relaxing my mind inside my room along with a coffee beside me and of course with my favourite soothing playlist.

Sometimes music fills the air effortlessly, like sound rushing in and around my room. It helps me focus on writing and especially when editing some manuscripts. Although, to be honest, some things are still bothering me. It all started when I was dreaming oddly, and it made me more anxious right after I knew that Jasper and Orion are one.

I don't know if my imagination is enough for me to handle this kind of complex situation. The first time I saw Orion in my dream, his figure was still blurry way back then. But I realized that everything suddenly changed when I started to catch feelings for him, knowing the fact that he was just a fictional man in my dreams before.

Then my heart was broken by a douchebag but there was my knight in shining armour who saved me from the fall. I met Jasper and he indeed changed my life into a much better version of it. I thought everything would go smoothly normal, not until the time he confessed to me.

He already confessed his feelings to me and that shocked me but I didn't know that there would still be a thing that would literally make my soul left in a dazed state. Whenever his bitter past flashes back into my mind, I could see the other side of Orion, a cold-hearted teenager in great pain, as if the whole universe has fallen into him.

Come to think of it, if all this time Jasper was Orion, why didn't he told me sooner? No wonder why I feel so comfortable whenever I'm with Jasper. I even notice before that they are somehow similar to each other, the poem which Orion dedicated to me was uttered by Jasper as well. His presence when we cuddled on the sofa, it's similar energy from Orion.

Hmm, but how about my weird dreams before? Are they even useful or useless? The headaches that I went through wasn't a joke either, that sucks. And what sucks the most was the weird scenarios that I have seen, without even having any idea about those. I would always lose track if I start to weave something up regarding those. I just can't find the possible answers that could be hiding somewhere, out there.

Now I could say that all of this was just a phenomenal coincidence or I'd rather say not? I can feel that I could discover it sooner. I just need to be patient and might as well flexible about the possible scenarios that might happen in the near future. I should not let my guard down or else it would be game over.

Out of the things I should be thinking, I won't be tired to think about Orion. I won't be tired to show him how grateful and lucky I am to have him in my life.

My favourite song just started playing when I received a phone call. And speaking of which, here he comes.

I picked up the call, "Hello, Princess. How are you?" his voice made my day already.

"Hey there, Prince. I'm doing great and still breathing." I answered, hearing him chuckle on the other line.

"Silly you, but keep that up. Stay alive for me, bella." I pouted when he paused a bit, controlling myself not to easily fall for his words. "Anyway, have you been preparing already?" I came back to my senses when I realized something.