I Love You Too Much to Give Up Now (BoyxBoy)*Complete*

Chapter 12: ILY2M

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Chapter 12- ILY2M

I woke up in my nice, beautiful bed with arms keeping me warmer than my two blankets. I completely forgot that Sam stood over night. I love when he stays over. He use to stay over but always slept on the floor since he always said it would be weird for two guys to be sleeping together, but now he has his arms wrapped around me and is sleeping with me.

I laid there for a while smiling and thinking to myself about how lucky I really was to have the man that I love the most right next to me. Holding me and telling me he loves me. It was pure bliss! Oww! I suddenly felt a pain in my back and moved a little. He suddenly woke from his sleep.

"What happened?" He asked in confusion.

"It's nothing; I just had a pain in my back." I told him rubbing my back when suddenly I felt something hard while rubbing my back. I realized what it was when he flinched. Oh shit!

"Sorry, it was an accident." I apologized as my face turned a deep red.

"It's alright." He said backing away from me so I wouldn't feel it.

"Don't be embarrassed. All guys have that in the morning." It was true. I had it a few minutes ago when I barely woke up but now it's gone.

"Ya I know, It's just always been a bit embarrassing to me." He said, sitting upright on the bed.

"Don't be. I pitch tents all the time." I told him laughing while he looked at me confusingly.

"What?" Oh god he doesn't understand what that means. I laughed to myself.

"It means when you get one of those boners and your lying flat and-" He cut me off with his laughter.

"Oh god I get it." He said putting his hands to his face to laugh. We both laughed for a little until I lied down on the pillow while he stood sitting up. I looked into his beautiful brown eyes. They were the light brown type of color. So beautiful with the color of his skin. He and I were both dark from all the sports in the summer. I could remember when we use to go running on the beach. Training for track try-outs.

Flashback

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We were running down the beach. The beautiful ocean waves sway back and forth. I use to love the sounds of the waves and I still do. They make me feel calm and that's why I always loved running there. It always took my mind off of everything. Until I would look over at Sam and smile to myself. His nice body, and his cute boyish looks, along with is those cute dimples he always had when he smiled. I love his smile as well. His straight, white teeth and his perfectly shaped lips which were a light pink. I loved everything about him. Even his flaws. In my eyes everything about him was perfect. I had always wished that one day we would be sitting on the beach and he would tell me how much he loved me and how much he cared. That will never happen though. Everything is just left as a dream. More of a wish than a dream. I always prayed that God will somehow wine us up together. God doesn't hate gays, it was that damn pope back in the older days who made it that way. Nowhere in the bible did god say he hated or disliked gays. There may be a story of a man who was sent to hell but not because he was gay, but because he was a horrible man.