I Love You Too Much to Give Up Now (BoyxBoy)*Complete*

Chapter 10: ILY2M

Dedicated to when-the_sun_dies for finally realizing she can be happy.! She really does deserve to be happy!!! I love you bestie.!!!

Well I left chapter 9 very shitty. I didn't like the way I ended itL

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Chapter 10- ILY2M

I've been sitting in a hospital bed for about 4 weeks now and I'm going home tomorrow. I grabbed my phone and began to charge it. Stephanie left it here for me. I have like a shit load of messages and voicemails.

I looked through everything and saw a bunch of texts from Sam. I deleted all of my inbox with reading any of them. I ignored the missed calls. I listened to the voicemails. I listened with tears beginning to form.

"Hey Eric, It's me Sam. Call me back please. Or I should just tell you now instead of talking to you. After everything that has happened I think we shouldn't be friends. I'm so sorry bu-" The message ended there, leaving me with tears falling down my cheeks.

Stephanie just left and explained to me what happened to Sam too so this sure as hell didn't help at all. I blame him for everything. If he wouldn't have reacted like that and made me feel like total shit I wouldn't have gone and done anything but he was right. I'm an idiot for letting things go so far but I couldn't hold back the feelings that I have been harboring for so long.

But my question is why did he do it? Even if he was drunk why did he start it and continue with it. What Stephanie has told me before is that normally when you're drunk, your true feelings come out. So if that is true then does he really want me? Deep down inside? Stop! I mentally slapped myself. The last thing I really need right now is for me to stop thinking of Sam and what he might be feeling. Fuck him! He's dead to me.

The doctor suddenly walked in.

"Hello there, how are you feeling today?" The doctor asked while coming to check my blood pressure.

"I feel a lot better but my head still hurts horribly." I told him while rubbing my head.

"Are you ready to go home?" He asked.

"I think I am, I'm tired of waking up to these ugly ass walls. Oh I'm sorry, pardon my frenchsticles." I said apologizing for my bad language but it was true. This room was an ugly light blue with a white ceiling. It's just worse knowing you have to sit in this damn room for so long.

"Would you like to be released today instead of tomorrow?" He spoke with enthusiasm.

"I would really like that!" I said sitting up.

"Alright well let me call your Mom and get your release forms." He said walking out of the room.

"Hi." I turned around excited to see my mom but to my complete shock it wasn't my Mom, it was Sam.

I turned my face to look at the floor.

"What do you want?" I asked harshly.

"I'm sorry I didn't come to see you earlier. I was arrested and grounded." He said coming closer to me. I could feel my heart speed up but it wasn't from excitement it was from fear. I was afraid of things repeating. Just the feelings at least.

"I wanted to come and make sure you were ok. I couldn't stop thinking of you since I found out you got hurt." He said finally sitting next to me.

"And?" I said coldly, trying to make him realize that I wasn't happy.

"Why are you being like this? I was arrested because I was trying to come see you." He said grabbing my shoulders to face him.

I felt tears begin to fall down my cheeks slowly. My heart hurt. Every inch of me was stunned. I couldn't move. I didn't want to. I heard the message he left me.

"Eric, I'm so sorry for everything I've done. I feel so completely horri-" I cut him off.

"Why do you care huh!? Why should you give a shit! Explain to me why! You said yourself on the message that you didn't want to be friends anymore. Well then fuck you! We're not friends anymore! Are you happy?" I yelled everything. Hurt filled his eyes. He had tears slowly falling down his eyes.

"Because I love you! I need you! I have never felt this way about anyone in my life let alone a guy, who so happens to be my best friend. How confused do you think I am? Ever since that night I've been so confused. I didn't want these feelings to be true but I can't deny them anymore, Is that what you wante-" I cut him off by turning around and kissing him.

I could feel all the sparks through that kiss. I could feel every emotion in me melt away with the warm passionate kiss we shared. I love him and the feelings are finally mutual. I broke the kiss and began to cry again. He used his thumb to wipe away all the tears that fell.

"I'm so confused because I know I'm straight and by doing what I'm doing right now is confusing me so much more." He said cupping my cheek,

"But I know it is the right thing." He continued. After everything that has happened I'm happy. Even if I was totally pissed off a few minutes ago.

"Are you sure you are not making a mistake before you go and hurt me again?" I asked being serious.

"Do you think I'm serious?" He asked leaning in to kiss me. I felt his soft lips come in contact with mine. His soft, pink lips felt so right against mine. He ran his tongue along my bottom lip and began to nibble on it. We slowly began to lay on the bed without interrupting the kiss.

"I love you Eric, It may be difficult because I've never been through this but I'll try my best to make it an amazing experience for the both of us." He said moving my hair out of my face.

"I love you too." I said smiling and giving him a small peck.

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