Crying, screaming
Pounding fists
Endless torture
Black abyss.
Cut me down,
No big deal
I let you again,
And now it's real.
Daytime nightmares,
Taking place
Unsure of all,
Expressionless face.
Stuck again,
And who the hell cares
Familiarized with
Everything unfair.
Numb to the pain,
Oblivious to the hurt
No good lasts,
When your heart is burnt.
Empty inside,
But carrying along
Even when you know
All of this is wrong.
Desperate, begging,
To be spared the loss
Fighting temptation,
Not to bow to the boss.
You feel yourself give in,
Just trying not to think
Your tears wash over
The lines sketched in pink.
Never again,
A vow destined to break
Because you're getting more empty
With every breath you take.
