i am not myself these days
i feel like im going insane
my feelings are uncontrollable
and i cant remember my name
i am not myself these days
there are bags hanging under my eyes
these laughter lines are fading fast
yet no one knows that i try
i am not myself these days
my friends are drifting away
ive become no more than a headache
and i dont know how to last the whole day
i am not myself these days
and i need somebody to see
its not for fame or attention, no matter
how bitchy that i just might be
i am not myself these days
but im done with lashing out
isnt that what you wanted? cause now
i am sinking without a doubt
