There's no easy way to say this
It's just, I long for your sweet kiss
I wish I could at last confess
But I'd turn us into a terrible mess
If only there was some other way
But I still don't know just what I'd say
I can never be myself around you
I can tell there's no way you feel it too
Eternal games of hide and seek
I play as I try and fail to act meek
Because whenever you're around
I'm alert, not safe and sound
Yet I can't be without your touch
Don't leave me please, it's not that much
It's impossible to shake this feeling
Of complete and utter unstoppable bleeding
For every smile, hope and happy dream
Has no correlation at all to me
And to see you with your only other
Makes me curl up and go take cover
But never will you ever see
Simply how much you mean to me
Each word, joke, and laughing roar
Leaves me empty, craving more
Concealing, unnerving secret keeping
False truths and hopes and disbelieving
I made a promise to never show
But now I've become my only foe
