"Looking sweet but boy I know you sneaky
With trophies in your backseat
All the girls that came before were easy
Before you met meThey told me you a killer, a killer
I saw your collection of hearts and I shoulda known better, better
'Cause they told me you a killer, a killerAnd I've got no doubt that the only way out of this thriller..."
⭐VALERIE BROUSSARD-KILLER⭐
Honestly Andy couldn't be feeling more shitty than she already was feeling right now.
Not only had she let her feelings go before her sacred and special friendship with Ricky but she had also hurt Gina. Hell, she had even been disrespectful to Ms Jenn. And yet the woman had always tried to do what was best for her. And she wasn't even talking about her behavior from earlier with her parents and Ricky's mom. She had definitely crossed the line.
As Big Red would say, she had gone wild!
She had tried so hard to get away from what she wanted that she almost forgot who she really was deep down.
She wasn't a mean person. Granted, she didn't have a filter, but that didn't mean she didn't take other people's feelings into account.
Especially Ricky's.
Now she hated herself even more. It had taken such an ordeal for Ricky to finally realize all the shitty actions she had been doing in the past few weeks.
She had been arrogant, pretentious, insolent, dismissive, haughty and even violent. It didn't look like her.
But even more so she had been so afraid of being left behind that she ended up doing what she dreaded the most. She had let herself be trapped by her own insecurities.
She let out a faint sigh in realization as she continued to stare at her bedroom ceiling before turning her head to the window facing Ricky's. She pursed her lips in hesitation before finally sitting up on her bed in a sitting position. She leaned over to peek around her room just to see his still in darkness.
She instantly frowned as she glanced at her digital alarm clock on her nightstand before feeling her worry growing even more.
He should have been home already.
It was pitch black.
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She's so gone | Ricky Bowen
FanfictionSHE'S SO GONE Andy - "She denies it. But truth is, she's falling in love with him." Ricky - "Never fall in love with your best friend. It has no cure." HSMTMTS RICKY BOWEN x fem OC