insecure😔

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mattia has been acting a little off lately. like he never wants to do anything he always wears sweaters even tho it's summertime and when i ask him if he wants to go for a swim he always says no. he also never wants to cuddle.

i walked into me and mattias shared room and he was just laying in bed. i wanted to cuddle really bad and i just thought i would just go for it. so i layed down next to him and wrapped my arms around his waist but he grabbed my hands and took them off i did it again but he took them off AGAIN

madi: mattia whats wrong
m: what i don't know what your talking about
madi: you never wanna do anything you just wanna stay at home and you never wanna cuddle
madi: are y-you losing feelings
m: no no it's not that it's something else but if i tell you then your gonna laugh
madi: why would i laugh
m: idk cause it's stupid

i sit down next to him and put my head on his shoulder.

madi: what is it mattia
m: fine i-i don't like the way i look
madi: what do you mean
m: i don't like my body. i look ale and they have muscles but when i look at myself all i see is someone fat

i hug him

madi: mattia i love you the way you are
mattia: madi why me why did you chose me i'm so fat
madi: first of all your not fat your perfect and second of all i chose you because you were the only guy who laughed at my dumb jokes and you understood me and you were right by my side when no one else was and i'm thankful for you mattia and don't compare yourself to anyone. your not then your mattia. you are your own person.
m: thank you madi i love you
madi: i love you even more

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