Just for you... [YiZhan FF]✔️

Just for you... -18-

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A/N: Well, my dear ones, I have to skip the love act of the two of them. Otherwise I will still have no new chapter for you in the coming days. Because at the moment I can't get any further, if I continue to try to describe their first time together. Because I write something, delete it again, write and delete. And this is how it goes on all the time. But I will try to catch up in another chapter. Maybe Zhan will remember how it was.

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When Zhan came into his office that morning, he was once again very tired. He and Yibo talked on the phone for a long time last night. The two have been a couple for a month now, and because they cannot see each other as often as they would like, the only thing they can do is talk on the phone and write to each other.

Yibo sometimes calls him at least twice a day, even if only to remind him of who he belongs to, who his boyfriend is, who loves him very much and misses him terribly.

Zhan still finds it strange to call Yibo his boyfriend. But, he also finds it beautiful. And it's just strange to say Yibo is his boyfriend, because he is his first boyfriend. Never before has he been interested in men and never could have imagined that it would one day be, like it is now.

But, Zhan is happy. Even though he misses Yibo very much and sometimes finds it hard to have such a famous boyfriend. They cannot walk outside together during the day and just walk around the city. Because he is always and everywhere recognized. Even if he tries to hide his face behind a mask.

When he saw Yibo the last time a week and a half ago, Yibo came to him only shortly before 10 pm. And they only had two hours before Yibo had to return to his hotel. And since they slept together the first time, they could not do it again. On the one hand, Zhan had been glad about it, because his first time with a man, had been nice. But his butt still hurt him two days later. On the other hand, he missed it a lot now. He wanted to be close to Yibo again. But there was never enough time for that.

Because even in the two hours Yibo was with him the last time, they only talked instead of making love. Zhan thought that was a great pity and was even a little sad about it. But he also understood. Because Yibo had many appointments that day and had just been tired. He even found it hard to keep his eyes open when he was with Zhan.

On Friday, Yibo had actually wanted to come to see him again. But in front of his hotel were fans and journalists, even at the side entrance and he couldn't get away. And yesterday on Sunday, he had tried to come back to Zhan, but was recognized by his fans again and had to stop halfway and go back to his hotel. So the only thing they could do was make a phone call.

And now Zhan was tired sitting at his desk and had trouble concentrating on his work. The graphic design for Yibo had long been finished and Yibo and his manager liked it a lot. Now Zhan had a new assignment, which once again came from a very difficult client.

He and Yu Bin strictly followed the client's wishes and specifications, but whenever they thought they had finished, the client still came up with something that he wanted different. One time he even rejected the complete design and Zhan had to start all over again. He would have liked best to tell the client to leave. Because it seemed to him as if the client just wanted to kidding them.

At lunchtime, a courier came to Zhan's office and gave him a small package. The sender was: "Your boyfriend." Zhan opened the package, took out the contents, looked at it and started laughing. "I hope he doesn't expect me to actually wear this in public." He said.

Yu Bin looked at Zhan questioningly and Zhan showed him his new shirt that Yibo gave him. The shirt says "I belong to" with an arrow on it. And on the back of the shirt it says: "HIM" with a picture of a grim looking Yibo. In addition there is a baseball cap that says: "Not a single, see shirt!".

And Yu Bin started to laugh heartily when he saw both. "Looks like your boyfriend wants to make sure no one's gonna steal you away from him."

"Like anyone's trying." Said Zhan, rolling his eyes.

"Wang Yibo is probably just afraid you'll break up with him."

"Why would he be afraid of that?"

"Because he has so little time, and you two rarely see each other"

"That doesn't mean I'm breaking up with him I love him and I know how stressful his life is. I knew it even before I started to date him. That is not a reason for breakup for me. Besides, we talk on the phone every day and write each other."

"He can still be scared, Zhan. After all, you've been with a woman for six years and maybe he thinks you could get enough of him and get a woman again?"

"No way! I am with Yibo because I love him and not because I just want to see what it is like with a man. Or because he is an idol. And I also want to stay together with him. He tried so hard to get to know me, I just had to fall in love with him. He is great. He's handsome, he's talented, and he's so sweet to me."

"Says the man who doesn't like idols."

"I'm talking about Yibo as my boyfriend. And not about him as an idol. I don't love him because he's an idol. I said that already. I love him for who he really is."

"Okay, Zhan. But if you really love him, you have to wear the shirt and the baseball cap too."

"As if. Imagine if someone saw me in these. They think I'm a deranged fan. Besides, I don't want our relationship to become public."

"I don't think Yibo will want to keep this to himself much longer. Look how many references he gives in his posts on the social networks. There is always a hidden one somewhere that says, Zhan I love you, or My ZhanZhan, or like the other day, Miss and love you ZhanZhan. Some of his hardcore fans have already picked up the scent, believe me."

"If so, Yibo should discuss it with me first. Because this also concerns me."

"I'm sure he will discuss it with you first. But as I said, I suspect he doesn't want to keep your relationship a secret anymore. And these things he sent today are evidence of that."

Whether Zhan is really ready for their relationship to become public he doesn't know. After all, they have only been a couple for a month and haven't even been able to spend much time together. Besides, Yibo hasn't hinted at anything like that in their many phone calls so far, that he wants to make anything public.

However, Zhan also knows that since the concert, when Yibo danced just for him, speculations have been made that Yibo is in love and in a relationship. More and more often, he is also asked about this in interviews. In his last interview, Zhan could see how difficult it was for Yibo not to just tell the truth.

The journalist asked: "There are rumors that you are in love. Is it true?"

Yibo swallowed hard and took a long time to answer. And he answered with only a counter question: "Would it be bad if I were in love?"

"No, not at all." Said the journalist.

"After all, I'm only a human being, too. And if I give my heart to a person, I don't want to be criticized or condemned for it. I want to have the right to love as much as anyone else." Yibo explained.

"It almost sounds like there really is someone you care about." The journalist replied.

" Can we move on to the next question?" Asked Yibo, looking as if he had a hard time not just shouting out the truth.

So can it really be possible that Yibo will soon want to tell everyone about his relationship? And how should things continue then? Will they pursue Yibo even worse, then they already do? Only to find out who he is with? Will Zhan soon be seen in some pictures on the internet just because he and Yibo have been seen together?

Well, Zhan is sure of one thing. No matter how Yibo decides to keep the relationship to himself or announce it, Zhan will be by his side and walk through it with him. He himself doesn't care that everyone knows that they are together, he loves Yibo nevertheless and will continue to do so.