Harry Hook x Reader One shots {Happy to accept requests}

Harry x reader (feeling)

A/n: sorry it's only another short one but I'm just trying to get me writers block to disappear my writers brain working. Enjoy (:

Today was a rough day. It was a 'feeling' day as you liked to call it. A 'feeling' day was when it felt like a weight was sitting on your chest. You wanted to listen to sad music because it fit and made you feel less lonely. The songs always seemed to say exactly how you felt.
On these days, for majority of the afternoon and evening you would lay on your bed, looking at the ceiling with you headphones in. The music would be the only thing that existed and it comforted you. You referred to this activity as you 'feeling'. So when your best friend Harry would text you after he noticed how quiet you had been, you would tell him you were 'feeling'. He would leave you in peace because you preferred to be alone, but would insist you texted him if you needed absolutely anything.

But today was the worst rough day you had had, and Harry knew. So when he texted you to check on you, and you replied with your usual 'feeling' activity response, you heard a knock at your door 2 minutes later. You pause the music and yell, "come in!"
Harry walks in and gives you a sympathetic smile.
"Can I feel with you?"
You looked at him slightly surprised. A silent tear made its way down your face. You gave him a small smile and nodded. He quietly shut the door behind him and carefully laid down beside you. You handed him one of the buds that he put in his ear and pressed play. The soft notes pulled you into your oasis, and temporarily out of the reality.
I know you think I've got it al figured out
Cause I walk around like my heads in the clouds
But I'm just a boy with his heart pouring out of his head.
I wish that you could see the pain that I've seen
And all the times I've spent being not me
I hope you know that it's not always happy in my head

Harry looks towards you as you continue to look at the ceiling, tears making silent tracks down your cheeks.

Cause I don't know
The perfect road to go down
But I know

I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best to be ok
I'm trying my best but everyday it's so hard

And I'm holding my breath
I'm holding my breathe till I can say
All of the words I wanna say from my heart

If you really wanted I could let you inside
It's been so long and I've got nothing left to hide
Would you believe me if I told you that I've got flaws.

You feel Harry's fingertips lightly graze the rope of your hand.

Now it's time to let the curtains unfold
And tell all the stories that I didn't want told
I let it out so I unburden my soul I won't stop

Harry carefully grabs your hand in his. He starts to gentle rub circles with his thumb, reassuringly.

Cause I don't know
The perfect road to go down
But I know

I'm trying my best

He gives your hand a squeeze.

I'm trying my best to be ok

Another squeeze.

I'm trying my best but everyday it's so hard

You look at him and meet his eyes. The comfort they provide causes you to release the sob you had been holding in for days. You curl onto your side as sobs wrack your body. Harry turns to his side and holds you tight to his chest. He rests his lips on your hair and gently rubs your back with one of his hands. The song finishes, and Harry removes your earbud to whisper to you, his voice gentle and comforting.
"You are trying your best. And I am so proud at how hard you have been working to get through these. You are amazing, and I will be here to help and support you always."