𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐫𝐝 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 - 𝐬𝐩𝐚𝐦

𝐡𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐬

Hi everyone.

You all know how much I love to try and keep my Wattpad as positive as possible. That's because it has been my safe haven for so many years now. I've been in so many different 'fandoms' on here but I have to say that the football one has been my favourite. It's small and tightknit and everyone just tries to support everyone else but I now feel like I need to take a step back.

Recently, there were some weird things that went on on Wattpad. I tried to help someone through it and in doing so, things ended on a toxic note. I tried to help and allowed myself to be betrayed and played. This person has a problem with me but will not discuss it any further with me so I have decided to mute them for the sake of my own mental health.

I'm not going to discuss this any further because I don't want to give away this person's identity. I trusted this person and although it seems that I was wrong to do so, I'm not going to spread gossip about them. If I can help it, what happened between us will stay between us.

I also started uni this week. It's a massive step to take and one that's going to take a little while to get used to. I want to focus on my studies because I'm pursuing a dream of mine and I want to get into the swing of things.

I've lost a bit of motivation to write recently and I'm not sure why. I've noticed that I've been putting a bit of pressure on myself to get stuff done and I think I just need to take a bit of time to find my love for writing again and remember that as much as I love you guys reading and supporting me, ultimately, I'm writing for myself because it's something that I really enjoy.

I'll still be checking on my account from time to time but there will be a pause in my updates for now. I will still try and support all of your amazing books because they deserve the world and so much more! If any of you need to contact me, you all have my instagram (jamesmaddiscn), my tumblr (jamesmaddiscnx) and if you want my personals, just get in touch.

I have no idea how long this hiatus will last. Knowing me, I'll get bored and be back next week 😂

Anyway, love you all lots!

See you soon.

Lots of love, e x