Flawless (3rd book)

Ch 20- Bad Dream

Beys POV

"I'm gonna go take a nap first." I said going to our room.

I get comfy and drift off into a dream.

Dream:

"I hate you and I never wanna see you Ever again. You can go kick rocks."Nicki yelled at me as she packed up her things and left.

Just like that she was gone.

I sat there crying my eyes and heart out.

Then just a few hours later, Nicki posts some pictures of her and Ciara on Instagram and the caption says chilling with the bestie.

This just made me even madder that I lost Nicki To Ciara.

It wasn't fair. My life started to go down hill.

Later that day, on tweeter Nicki posted mean things about me.

She would write that I'm a stupid bitch, and she wished she never married me. She even wrote that I should have a very slow and painful death.

And that I had no right to be a celebrity, I should be broke and dead. Even that she wished the kids weren't here's and she knows this because she says I'm a hoe.

Why does she hate me so much? I never did anything.

Then I walk to the bathroom and pull out every single pill I had in there. I dump them in the sink and take them 6 at a time with no water.

I just wanted to die right now. The last thing I saw was another tweet which said: Beyoncé fucked a whole bunch of girls and boys for the job she has now.

What the hell did I ever do to make her hate me.

I pick up the last 3 pills and take them.

The lump in my thought grew more and more. The pills just sat there in my throat waiting for water to push them down.

Then I just fainted.

Dream over.

I woke up crying. I ran down the hall and see Nicki watching a movie and eating pop corn.

I ran into her making all her pop corn fly all over the place.

"Don't leave me. Please, don't leave me."I said crying.

"What are you talking about. I'm not gonna leave you."

"Promise me you won't ever leave me. Please."

"I promise I won't ever leave you. Now what's wrong?"

"Just please don't leave me."I said shaking.

Nicki POV

"I promise I won't ever leave you. Now what's wrong?"

"Just please don't leave me."Bey choked out shaking and crying.

"Tell me what's wrong."

She just cried. I was cradling her like a baby.

I'm gonna find out what happened and I'm gonna kill anything that hurt her.