Flawless (3rd book)

Ch 5- New Soul

Nicki POV

".... I order for some one to love you, you need to change your ways. Not just for him or her, but for yourself. It'll do some good for you in the long run."I heard the Pastor say.

Yes I'm in church. Not by myself, tho.

I noticed Beyonce and some girl in the front.

Beyoncé stared right at me, when the man said those words.

I took it into thought.

She looked away, cause the girl kept taping on her.

After church I went to the back and changed. I'm bouts to get baptized.

Yes, you heard it America. Nicki Minaj is gettin' baptized.

It's a choice.

Bey POV

My. Life. Is. A. Living. Hell.

When I leave I already know I'm gonna get a beating.

One, for ignoring her whilst I was staring at Nicki.

And the other, for dragging her to church.

Yes 'Toya beats me. It's worse than Nicki.

But Nicki told me not to run back to her. Did she really mean it?

I stayed long as I could. Watching them as they put her in the water, said a prayer, then lifted her up.

"I'm gonna beat the fuck out you when we get home."She whispered in my ear.

I cringed. "Okay. um. Do you wanna go get baptized or something."i asked scared.

"No the fuck I don't. "She whisper yelled.

"Maybe on our way home. We can stop at... um. I don't know. The store or a restaurant."

"No we are going straight home."she said getting annoyed.

Maybe I should just shut up, cause when she gets annoyed it's not pretty.

Nicki POV

As they lifted me up, I could see Bey looking at me and her girlfriend was staring at her with a pissed look.

Don't get me wrong, I still love Beyonce with all my heart and wanted her to be happy but they look happy. I'm kind've jealous.

I got a towel and dried myself off on the bathroom and put my church clothes back on.

I hugged him and left. I'll be going to church on Sundays now.

I'll just have to pray. To make all those AE's go away, and to get Beyonce back.
Song>>>
I'm a new soul

I came to this strange world

Hoping I could learn a bit about how to give and take(3x)

<<<song

(Yeah I know the song goes on and on but I stop it there. That's my favorite part. even tho I don't listen to Jay Z that much. yeah, I don't rock with him)

Beys POV

We passed Wally World. And Chillies.

"Hey um. Can we go to the store or something."

She punched me.

"Didn't I tell you no already. That's why Nicki left you. You talk back to much."

"I wasn't talking back. I was jus-."I GCO.

"SHUT THE FUCK UP."She cut me off.

Then she made a U-turn.

We pulled up at wal-mart.

"You Better be out that store in an hour. You hear me?"she said.

I nodded quickly and tried to get out.

"Didn't I teach you some manners?"

I mentally rolled my eyes.

"Yes ma'am."

I close the door, and walk fast. Then I grab a basket and start going down isles.

One hour later

Phone conversation:

To ya: *yelling* get yo ass outside now stupid ass bitch

Me:um sorry I lost track of time

Toya: yeah and I lost track of how many beaten I'm gonna give you when we get home*yelling* (sarcasm)

Me:....

Phone conversation over.

I quickly threw some junk food and regular food into the basket and rushed to the checkout line.

After that I walk slowly to the car and slowly put the bags in the trunk.

La' Toga POV

She's really pushing it with her slow walking.

Beys POV

She drove very fast. When we get home, I get the bags.

She pushed them out my hand and pulled me in he house.

Then she tossed me around like a rag doll and kicked and punched and slapped me.

Song>>>

I drove for miles
Just to find you and find myself

All these screams
All these voices in my head

You gave me strength
Gave me hope

For a lifetime
I never was satisfied

This time won't you save me(2x)

Baby I can I feel myself giving up giving up

This time won't you save me(2x)

Baby I can feel myself giving up giving up

Nicki POV

(Song still goes on)

It's not your fault
I'm a bitch

I'm a monster
Yes I'm a beast

And I feast when I conquer
But I'm alone on my throne

All these riches
I came this way all this way just to say hey

<<<Song

I need my baby back. I want her baby.

Beyoncé please come back, to me.

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First song is New soul by Jay Z, and the other one is Save Me by Nicki Minaj .