Nicki POV
Who the hell am I?
What the fuck did I just do?
What is wrong with me?
We'll I'm Nicki Minaj, I just raped my wife, and love is what's wrong with me. Love turned me into a monster.
I hate myself for this.
Onika Tanya Maraj would've never done this.
I run to the garage. No I'm not naked you dumb idiots. If you were asking.
I grabbed the metal bat and run inside.
"Nicki what are you doing?"Fw asked.
"You'll see."i mumbled and ran past him.
I started smashing the back windows. After that I run to the kitchen.
"Hey Ninja can you do me a favor."
"What's it."she said putting the magazine down.
"Hit me in the head. "
"Why?"
"Cause I hate myself and I need to die for raping her."
"Umm. Ya know if you do. We die too."
"Ugh. I won't know that when I'm dead."
"Nah get some one else to do it."
I throw the Bat back in the garage.
Song>>>
Ooh ooh ooh(3x)
I lied, I lied, I lied
To keep you from breaking my heart
Even though I said I didn't love you, I lied I lied
Even tho I said I didn't need you I lied I lied
To keep you from breaking my heart ooh (2x)
Even tho I said don't touch me I lied, I lied
I can't fall for you
Can't give my all to you
Can't let you think that ima let the game stall for you
Gotta protect me you gotta sweat me
You said you thought you was ready an I said let's see
But I ain't mean that, I need some fucking proof
Cause what happens if I fall in love then you cut me loose
You just a heart breaker
Won't let you break mine
Cause I'll be smashing windows and cutting them break lines
I lied
Cause who knew that if I just let myself go with you
Who knows, who knows, so I lied
To keep you from breaking my heart ooh(2x)
Even tho I said fuck you I lied I lied
I thought eventually you will let me go
That was my insecurities and my ego
Missed my jump shot
Missed my free throw
Missed the way we kissed missed the D yo
Man it was good while it lasted
That shit wasn't real it was magic
If It was a record it would've been classic
But fuck you tho, orgasmic
This is what I do to keep me from falling
stalling the truth
Who knew what you'd
Do if I let you in
My mama ain't raised no fool
I am not your usual typical type
Who would protect me if I never hide
Falling so fast I am afraid of you
So I lied, I lied, I lied
To keep you from breaking my heart(2x)
I lied, oh baby, oooh
Cause what if I let myself go with you
<<<song
I fell so stupid. For the things I didn't know.
And for the things I now know.
I started untying her.
"Why do you hate me so much."She asked as tears fell down her face.
"I'm just abusive by nature. Not cause I hate you."
"Why do you hurt me."
"I don't know. Because you make me mad."
"I'm sorry."
No ya not cause you gonna do it again.
"Yeah. Me too."
"Nicki I think we need to take a break."
"What do you mean. There's no breaks in love."
"I know but. What We we have, Isn't love."
"THE FUCK YOU MEAN THIS AINT LOVE."
"Please stop yelling. Onika I think we need to see other people for a while."
Beys POV
"Nuh uh. What the fuck man." Her accent started to get deeper. (like the voice she used in her song Shanghai)
I leaned on her.
"Nope. Get off me. You wanna see other people go ahead. Bye." She said pushing me off and walking out.
"No. Nicki I didn't mean it like that."i yelled after her.
"Then what the hell did you mean."
TBC
YOU ARE READING
Flawless (3rd book)
De TodoCiara and Jaiden are back. Dis shit is popping!! It's been three years. Can nicki and bey stay faithful to each other. Or not? Nicki is a whole new person. More malicious drama than ever. Hahahahahahaha
