I'm Inlove With A Psychopath

CHAPTER 15

"Hindi mo ba tatanungin kung bakit hindi ako Virgin? Hindi ka ba magagalit or what?" Tanong ng dalaga sakaniya, Pero niyakap lang siya ng mahigpit sa bewang ni Luther at hinalik halikan ang leeg niya papunta sa noo niya.

"Hindi, Bakit? Dapat ba?" Tanong rin nito sakaniya. She suddenly felt happy, Luther won't judge her because of that. Hindi magiiba ang pagtingin nito sakaniya at hindi siya nito sasabihin ng kahit anong masasakit na salita.

"I was in coma two years ago, And ever since, I don't remembered the 10 years of my life. They said my mind wasn't be able to remembered everything. Kesho mahina pa daw ako at hindi pa daw talaga babalik ang ala ala ko, Kaya lang...." She stopped for a minute and her eyes started to get wet.

"Kaya lang ano?" Tanong sakaniya ni Luther and she hugged him too. Hindi niya alam kung paano niya sasabihin, tatlong tao lang ang nakakaalam ng nangyari sakaniya noon, She can't help but to feel uneasy. She doesn't remember for the past ten years of her life, A Decade had passed.

Ni hindi niya alam kung meron ba siyang naiwang mahal sa buhay or what dahil hindi naman niya maalala, After two years, Her parents tried to pass every enherits that they had on her, But she refuse to be a  model which leads her here now.

Lahat ng sinabi ng magulang niya na buhay niya for the past 10 years yun ang pinaniwalaan niya, She even asked her sister if they were telling the truth, But her sister just agreed and said that they weren't lying at her. And now, She's leaving her life like before, She guessed.

"It's been 2 and almost half years and I still haven't remember the passed 10 years of my life." She just feel something in her chest, Her eyes started to get wet. "What's important if you can't remember anything?" Tanong nito sakaniya. She stopped for a minute and talked.

"I....I'm doubting my parents, I mean...My heart is saying that they were keeping something from me and my mind is agreeing with them, Saying that I shouldn't force myself to remember everything." Kumunot naman ang noo ni Luther.

"You're doubting your parents? Why? I mean, They are your parents." She greeted her teeths in so much annoyance. "You don't know them, I maybe lost my 10 years existance since I was 20 years old, But not my entire life. I can recall how they treat us, Especially my mom." She just shrugged it all, Ayaw niyang pinaguusapan iyong personal niyang buhay pero...

Parang may pakiramdam siyang dapat sabihin niya ito kay Luther, Ewan niya. Naramdaman naman ni Luther na ayaw niyang pagusapan ang sa pamilya nito kaya iniba niya ang tanong. "So, You can't remember the first man who got you?" She felt awkward saying this.

"Y-Yeah, I mean. I was so reckless when I was 20 years old so maybe...That's how I lost my virginity. Although I can't remember, I still wanna know the man who penetrate me. " Natigilan siya ng tignan siya ng masama ni Luther. "Don't you ever dare try to talk with another guy, I swear I'll--" She cut him.

"I swear, I'll kill them." Panggagaya niya, She chuckled and hugged him tightly on his waist. "Ofcourse, I won't. I just want to punch that jerk for stoling the most precious first time in my all first time. I wanna kill that jerk too. Trust me." Kinunotan siya ng noo ni Luther.

"But you screamed! Why would you want to kill him? He made you scream in so much pleasure!" Nanlaki ang mga mata niya sa sinabi ng binata. Agad niya itong hinampas ng unan at tinadyakan. "Gago! Ano bayang mga pinagsasabi mo!?" Inis niyang sabi kay Luther.

"I mean, He...He let you taste heaven, Upside down. So why kill him? Aren't you thankful that he's your first?" She laughed in disbelief. Agad niyang sinamaan ng tingin si Luther. "Shut your mouth, Will you? Heaven my ass. Bakit ba pinagtatanggol mo pa ang gagong yun? You should be happy cause I prayed na sana ikaw naka una sakin! Then why are you acting like this? Ha! You're unbelievable!" Inis niyang saad, She exclaimed.