Broken In Love ||BakuDeku|| (hanahaki AU)

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"Why don't you take a swan dive off the roof? Maybe you'll have a quirk in your next life." Bakugou chuckled half-heartedly.

Deku had tears forming in his eyes as he clutched his notebook tightly.. "fine.." he mumbled as he began walking to the rooftop.

Bakugou froze his eyes going wide at what Deku said and chased after him reaching the rooftop seeing that Deku had already made his way to the other side of the railing on the building... "Deku what the hell are you doing get down from there!" Bakugou yelled, tears threatening to fall.

"This is what you wanted!" He yelled back throwing his notebook at Bakugou hitting his chest and in the blink of an eye, Deku was gone.. falling off the rooftop... Bakugou tried reaching for him but missed with tears now streaming down his face, "DEKU!" He cried his voice cracking as he watched him hit the ground below with faint sounds of an alarm..? being heard in the background.

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Bakugou woke up breathing heavily to the sound of his alarm clock going off, that stupid dream again.. he growled as he thought to himself getting up from his bed turning his alarm clock off then going into his bathroom.

He turned the tap of the sink on looking at his reflection in the mirror. He was disgusted at his reflection, his eyes were red and puffy from crying that night, his cheeks stained with the tears. He growled at his reflection before splashing some water onto his face, using the towel hanging on the bathroom door he dried his face off and began looking through the drawers.

~❂TW!!❂~
Bakugou's P.O.V

I sighed as I found the blade I had hidden pulling it out of the drawer, I quickly locked the bathroom door before sliding down it sitting on the cold floor. I take a shaky deep breath rolling up my sleeves revealing dozens of scars.. some faded and others fresh, it's my fault.. I killed him... I deserve this... I thought as a tear rolled down my cheek.

I pressed the cold metal to my skin making a cut watching as some crimson blood slowly slid down my arm... I made a couple more cuts before getting off the floor and rinsing the blade off before hopping in the shower.

When I got out of the shower I walked out of the bathroom quickly getting my uniform on for school, getting my stuff together and quickly leaving, I didn't even bother getting myself something to eat as I quickly made my way to school.

~❂~

When I got to class Denki and Kirishima were already there talking among each other. I slowly made my way to my desk trying to avoid talking to Denki and Kirishima but they saw me sit down at my desk and walked over to me.

"Hey Bakubro, how's it going?" Kiri chirped nudging me slightly. "peachy, now screw off shitty hair.." I groaned a bit. "look like someones grumpy," Denki remarked, "but fine we'll go." He shrugged walking back to his desk with Kiri.

When they weren't near me anymore I went into my bag and pulled out a notebook that was ripped and damaged by my quirk.. his notebook... I opened the notebook flipping to a random page, 'Hawks' read the top corner of the page. I smiled softly while I read Deku's small neat handwriting.

Hawks;
Quirk: Fierce Wings,
Fighting Style: Ranged + Support Combat....

"what are you reading Bakubro?" Kiri asked peering over my shoulder, I quickly took the notebook off my desk putting it back in my bag.

"Nothing!" I barked at him, "take a chill pill man, I was just curious.." Kiri chuckled lightly as Mr. Aizawa walked into the classroom, "settle down everyone.." He said tiredly as per usual. I sighed slightly seeing Kiri go back to sit down at his desk and I slumped into my chair getting ready for a long lecture.

~❂~

When I got home my parents weren't here, most likely on another business trip. I sighed taking my shoes off at the door, I headed upstairs to my room where I took my uniform off tossing it around the room then finding some jogging pants and a sweater to put on.

There wasn't much for me to do and I had already completed all my homework so I just laid down on my bed scrolling through my phone. When I checked the time on my phone it read 5:49... guess I should make some dinner now... I sighed getting off my bed and walking downstairs.

When I got to the bottom of the stairs I could hear some sounds from the kitchen, "mom, dad, you home..?" I called out thinking it was only my parents. 

The noises stopped...

Still thinking it was only my parents I walked over to the kitchen. No one was here... guess I was imagining things again... I sighed one more time before going around the kitchen to make myself some dinner.

I decided on making some grilled cheese for myself, while I was cutting up some cheese I heard some noises yet again... I stopped cutting the cheese and quickly turned around to catch a blob of green zoom by, "who are you!" I growled, "damn Kacchan, you don't remember me? that hurts." A voice echoed with a slight giggle. 

My eyes widened at the voice. His voice... 

My hands started to shake a bit, "I-Izuku..?" I whispered, my whole body began to tremble as someone stepped out of the shadows. "You do remember me!" He smiled at me.

I dropped the knife in my hand as a few tears fell down my face, "how... how are you alive! I watched you hit the ground!" I cried, "aww poor big strong Kacchan crying is he..." Deku remarked walking over to me. "I did hit the ground, and man did that shit hurt." He chuckled putting a hand on my chest. 

"This isn't the Kacchan I know.. the Kacchan I know never cries." I quickly wiped my tears with the sleeves of my sweater, backing up a bit, "I'm sorry..." I whispered looking down at the floor, Deku froze, "this can't be my Kacchan." He remarked.

I rolled my eyes a bit, "where have you been..?" I asked quietly. "Mm, I think I'll keep you guessing." Deku chuckled picking up the knife I had dropped putting it on the counter by the cheese, "thanks.." I mumbled going back to making myself grilled cheese, "want some?" I asked Deku. "sure." He shrugged with a small smile, I nodded as I began making some for him as well. 

~❂TW❂~

I went up to my room and into the bathroom, I turned the shower head on before I began searching for the thin metal I had used earlier in the day.

I found it... pulling it out I sat on the floor taking my shirt off to look at the many cuts lining my arms, I held the blade to my wrist yet again and pressed it to my skin when I suddenly heard my door shut.

I froze and dropped the blade to the floor too scared to look up I just watching the small tricle of blood run down my arm.

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Haha I'm still aliveeeeeee not really but shhh schools killing me and I wanted to write a fan fic so let me know what you think about it and I hope you enjoyed till next chapter!!!