Broken In Love ||BakuDeku|| (hanahaki AU)

Chapter 5

I turned the water off from my shower, pulling the curtains open and stepping out, pulling the towel off the toilet and wrapping it around my waist. I walked out of the bathroom going over to my dresser and getting out a pair of boxers some jogging pants and a pullover sweater.

As soon as I had my clothes on I made sure my room door was locked before going back into the bathroom looking through the cabinets and drawers.

"What are you looking for?" I heard someone ask from behind me, I tensed up and stopped looking. "..nothing.." I muttered, how did he get in, I swear I locked the door. "Don't lie to me Kacchan," he growled making me flinch slightly, "I- I was l-looking for the blade..." I whispered the last part as I began to shake slightly.

I seen a glimpse of the blade and slowly pulled it out of the drawer when a hand grabbed my wrist tightly, "put. It. Down. Now." Deku said sternly making me flinch also causing me to cut my hand as I dropped the blade. "Damnit Katsuki," he said forcing me to sit on the toilet as he got out my first aid kit tending to the cut.

I watch as he cleaned the cut on my hand no saying anything kinda scared he would start yelling at me, "what is it? I can feel you watching me so what is it?" He said calmly.

"Why do you care so much about me..? You left me for a few years and now you turn up out of the blue... why?" I asked him quietly.

"Why do you suddenly care about me?" He replied dryly.

My breath hitched in my throat, "I've.. I've always cared about you..." I mumbled, "certainly didn't seem like it when you bullied me all through middle school, pushing me to the point where I took your fucking advice and jumped off our middle school building!" He raised his voice.

I started shaking a few tears slipping down my face, I stood up, "I know! Ok, I know what I did, I'm the one who pushed you to try and kill your self and I hate myself every day for that, up until I met Mina, Kiri and the others I was planning on joining you, I was planning to end my life to be with you because I didn't realize how much you fucking meant to me until I lost you." I raised my voice slightly only now realizing I had started crying. I wiped the tears from my eyes before continuing.

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry I pushed you to try and kill yourself, I'm sorry I bullied you in middle school, I'm sorry I'm an asshole, I'm sorry I'm a fuck up, I'm.. sorry..." I breathed walking out of the bathroom.

The doorknob moved like someone was trying to get in before someone continuously knocked on the door, irritated I walked over to the door unlocking it and opening the door. Mina and Kiri suddenly ambushed me with a tight hug, I turned my head to the bathroom seeing as the door slowly closed so it wouldn't make noise.

"What?" I asked calmly. They let go of the hug and quickly checked my arms, not seeing any new scars they both let out a sigh. "What?" I asked again, "we heard your yelling, it was kinda muffled though, and we had to make sure you were ok and not having another episode." Mina explained Kiri nodding beside her.

"I'm alright guys," I reassured them, "it's getting late, I was just headed to bed." I shrugged slightly, "alright, I'll be next door if you need anything," Kiri said, Mina, hugged me again before exiting my room with Kiri. I closed the door letting out a soft sigh, going and sitting on my bed, "you can come out now." I said. The bathroom door opened and Deku walked out in a pair of my jogging pants and a sweater of mine, walking over and flipping on the bed beside me.

"Your not a fuck up.." he said quietly from beside me. "Your far from one, you're getting farther than I ever could've imagined me getting." He sat up beside me leaning his head on my shoulder, "I forgave you, I still forgive you, and I always will forgive you, just please, don't give up.. I know you can be the number one hero." He said quietly.

I nodded fiddling with my thumbs, I brushed his head off my shoulder getting up and going to my desk, "what are you doing?" Deku asked. I got a permanent marker from one of the drawers and walked back over to my bed sitting beside Deku, "gimme your left hand," I could see the curiosity written over his face as he stuck his left hand out.

I wrote 'promise' on the back of his hand, "why 'promise'?" He asked, "I promise to become the number one pro hero," I said quietly. He nodded taking the marker from me and grabbing my left handwriting 'promise' on the back of it. "And I promise to stick by you until you become the number one pro hero." He said quietly before chucking the marker back over to my desk.

He chuckled, "didn't think you'd be this soft," he lightly nudged me. I smiled softly feeling a blush creep up to my cheeks and I looked away.

I yawned softly, "alright shove over, I would like to get some sleep tonight." I chuckled a bit. "Yeah, yeah." He playfully rolled his eyes slipping under the covers beside the wall, I laid down, turning the lamp off, I was slowly drifting off to sleep when I felt Deku shiver beside me, "do you mind?" He asked turning to face me, I raised an eyebrow, he let out a sigh and shifted closer to me.

He wrapped his arms around my torso resting his head on my chest, "how the fuck are you this cold." I asked as soon as I felt his cold skin touch mine, "how the fuck are you this warm." He chuckled, I shrugged slightly wrapping my arms around him as he snuggled closer to me, slowly beginning to drift off to sleep with a small blush on my face.