Broken In Love ||BakuDeku|| (hanahaki AU)

4

~❂~

It's been a couple of days since I showed Mina and Kiri now one of them is always by my side and rotates when I go home to my house.

It was currently Saturday and I laying in my bed on my back scrolling through social media with Mina laying on my stomach taking a nap.

Every so often I'd shift on the bed with my hand through her hair just zoned out. Tomorrow we were moving into dorm rooms, I wasn't really looking forward to it seeing as it would be harder to hide the scares and if I had a panic attack just about everyone would notice.

"You ok..?" Mina asked sleepily as she propped herself up on her elbows to look at my face, "yeah, just thinking.." I mumbled, "alright.." She sat up stretching, "want anything to eat?" I shook my head sitting up, "alright." She shrugged before getting up and exiting my room.

~❂~

It's been a couple of days now, we all settled into our dorm rooms and classes start up again tomorrow, Kirishima or Mina checking in on me every couple of hours. I hop into the shower and stand under the running water hugging my arms around my waist in disgust. "Kacchan are you almost done, I need a shower too, ya know." I hear Deku chuckled from behind the curtain, "..how.. how did you get in here..?" I asked quietly, "I have my ways, now if you don't hurry up I'm gonna join you in there."

I blush a bit staring at the wall and hear the curtain open. I snap my head up and look over and see Deku standing in the tub with me, he grins at me putting his hands on my waist, I look away blushing furiously, he chuckles softly before switching us around so he was under the water. He quickly showered before turning off the shower, stepping out wrapping a towel around his waist, I step out as well wrapping a towel around my waist, exiting the bathroom and walking around my room getting some clothes for myself.

There's a knock on my door and I quickly pull my sweater over my head, "who is it.." I growled, "you alright in there Bakubro?" I heard Kiri ask, " yeah," I mumbled slightly, "can I check?" I sigh softly, "it's open.." The door creeks open and Kiri walks in, closing the door before walking over to me, I held my arms out and he rolled up my sweater sleeves before rolling them back down. "Want me to stay tonight or will you be ok?" He asked softly.

I shook my head, "I'll be alright," I give him a weak smile and he nods leaving my room closing the door behind him.

"Hope you know I will be staying," I scoff and roll my eyes as I lay back on my bed, "why?" I finally ask turning my head to look at him stand in the bathroom doorway. He raised his eyebrows. "Why what?"

I chuckle softly looking back up to the ceiling, "Why are you here? Why me? Why couldn't I stop you? Why couldn't I have been the one to fall instead of you? Why didn't I catch you?" I say between shaky breaths as a couple of tears fall from my face. I felt the bed shift beside me and looked over to Deku who looked down at me. He sighs, "I'm here because I have nowhere else to stay right now, you couldn't stop me because you didn't know how, and if you were the one who fell off the building our roles would be reversed right now, and you didn't catch me because you couldn't but it's not your fault." He sighs softly laying on the bed next to me.

"It is my fault, I drove you to do it.." I mumbled, he sighs, "wipe your tears big boy and get shoes on, you need a walk, now." He states, I sit up and collect myself, whipping my tears before slipping some shoes on. Deku quickly gets dressed and puts some shoes on as well, we snuck out of the dorms and are now just casually walking around together, "why did you go to the League Of Villains?" I asked quietly, "because they understood me," he shrugs softly.

The rest of the night was kind of a blur to me. I woke up the next morning with a groan. "Shh, quiet down.." I Deku mumbled from beside me stuffing his face into a pillow, I roll my eyes getting up and getting my uniform on, I was gonna kick him out of my bed but thought otherwise, I didn't need anyone questioning me.

When I got to the classroom I sat down at my desk looking out the window zoning out completely.
I just stood there, I couldn't move my feet and just watch him step over the railing on the roof.. He turned to me with a few tears running down his cheeks a small smile on his lips as he leaned backwards falling off the building... I tried reaching but I missed.. I couldn't save him...

"Bakugou!" I'm brought out of my thoughts from Kiri yelling my name. I blink a couple of times and noticed everyone in the classroom was looking at me worriedly, "why are you yelling..?" I muttered looking to him again, he let out a sigh of relief loosening his grip on my arms, "what happened?" He asked me.

"What are you talking about..?" I asked him quietly, "you were shaking and crying," Mina explained softly, sitting on the desk behind me, I used my sleeves and quickly dried my tears, "nothing.. I'm fine..." I said softly, "we'll talk later." Kiri sighed before getting up and going to his seat, everyone else finding their seats as Mr. Izawa walked into the classroom starting the lesson.

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After school we went back to our dorms, I walked into my dorm and didn't see Deku there, but I shrugged it off, there was too much on my mind to worry about where he went off to. There was a knock at my door, "who is it..?" I asked softly, "it's Mina and Kiri, can we come in please?" He asked from the other side of the door. "It's open, "I sighed softly. They walked in and both quickly came and hugged me. "What..?" I asked softly.

"What happened?" They both asked, "nothing I just got lost in some bad memories, I promise I'm fine."

Yeah... Fine...