Important!!! y'all might hate me for this but I won't be posting for the next 2-4 weeks due to personal reasons. Just haven't feeling like myself lately and I just wanna spend some time alone, just myself for a while. I hope you guys are okay with it, nonetheless enjoy the seventh chapter❤️ (edited)
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Catra's POV
As i sped off not wanting to look back i felt tears steam down my face. I tried to wipe it off, but if I did, i know i'd lose my grip and probably crash. I just wanted to go home and not think about it. Even though my eyes were so blurry, i still manage to get home safe.
i usually don't get this overwhelmed but there was just so many feelings flashing by that i couldn't help but to burst out cry. Everything went back to Candice.
I don't wanted to look weak in front of Adora. Especially when Lonnie was there, ugh that fucking bitch. I will murder her on sight.
But i didn't have anytime to think about that now. I just wanted to go home and sleep. Going to the party was a big mistake. I shouldn't have gone there.
What does this mean? Has she forgiven Lonnie now? Ugh fuck! I hate this. It's all reminding me of back to Candice.
I fucking hate it. I really hate this... yet I still want her. Why do I want her to bad. Why can't I let her go.
Memories from the time I was with Candice flashed back brining down even more tears. Oh I miss you C.. I miss you so much you don't even know. Why can't you come back. I need you, you needed me.
My thoughts were interrupted when I'd finally pulled up to a parking lot outside Adora's apartment. Why'd she do that? Why'd she kiss Lonnie? There is a explanation behind this right? Of course it is Catra, but your dumbass didn't let her talk. And what! I don't care. Seeing that was enough.
i let out a big sigh as I took off my helmet and climbed off my bike and entered the dark and cold apartment. I didn't bother turning on the lights,I didn't have the strength too anyways.
Luckily I barely got to drink anything so I wasn't drunk nor tipsy. I somehow found my way to the bedroom through the darkness and crashed on the bed. it let out a small creak.
Ugh, fuck. I just wanna sleep. Why does life has to be so hard sometimes?
With thoughts swimming around my head I somehow manage to fall asleep.
Adora's POV
Feeling a small tear form up in my eyes I quickly wiped it away. Don't cry now. Not yet at least. I looked back to see Lonnie already being gone. Was she messing with me this whole time just to get back at Catra? Forget about it now!
Call a taxi and get straight home.
I pulled up my phone and dialed the number for taxi. Soon I found myself inside of a taxi heading straight home. As I sat there feeling anxious I checked the time to see that it was 11:21pm. It wasn't that late and I couldn't wait to get home so I tried calling Catra. I brought the phone to my ear as I was fidgeting with my fingers. Cmon, answer.. answer me Catra. Please don't do anything stupid I prayed.
To my unfortunate she didn't answer which made me panic even more.
About five minutes later the taxi pulled up to my apartment and I quickly gave him a 20 as he left.
I unlocked the apartment to find it dead quiet. The lights were off and it was cold. Shit! "Catra you home?!" I yelled. "Catra?" I called out once again as I started searching through the rooms until it came to the master bedroom. I turned the handle and opened the door.
I was about to call out Catra again until I saw her sleeping soundly in our bed.
I let out a small sigh and immediately began to calm down. Thank god she's home.
I slowly walked up to her and bent down. "I'm so sorry Catra, I promise you I'll give you an explanation in the morning. And if you're still angry with me I can cook you your favorite lasagna that you like so much" I said chuckling at my own words while I ran my thumb against her soft and warm cheeks.
"Good night, kitty" I said and pecked her forehead and was about to get up to change when I felt her hand yank me back to the bed. "Huh?". "Please stay. Don't leave me" she mumbled with her eyes still closed.
"Let me get changed first" I said softly. "Don't leave me! Candice come back!" She said in her sleep. Candice who? I questioned myself as I saw her stir in her dream. Seems like she's having a nightmare. I bent down and started rubbing her arm in circles trying to calm her down. To my luck she'd calmed down and had finally stopped stirring.
I smiled and got up starting to change in the dark. But something I couldn't get my mind off is who this Candice girl was? Was it someone she knew? Had this person hurt her? or perhaps could've been someone that she was close to...?
Who is she?
So many question with no answers. I'm going to ask her in the morning, but first I'll have to explain what happen earlier.
After I finished getting dressed I snuggled in the bed and put the blanket over me. I looked over to Catra to see her facing the opposite way from me. I hesitated at first but then decided to put my arms around her waist and pulled her closer to me. Ahh, warm..
Soon I felt myself drifting away. Hopefully everything will be alright between us. It has too. I don't know what to do without Catra around. Damn, I sound ridiculous right now don't I? I don't wanna admit it myself but I really start liking Catra even tho we've known each other for such short time. It's like something is dragging me and pulling me closer to her, like two magnets.
I really like you and yet I don't think you've notice...
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Ikk this one was a bit short but I didn't plan on posting it today, sorry!❤️ anywho I love you guys and I hope you enjoy my story so far! There's so much more coming, so stay tuned for that! ❤️
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Proof read 11/10/22
(NAURRR I'm getting so mad and confused, who the fuck is Candice?! Besides being the author of this book I'm still trying to figure out who Candice is 😭)
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