I wake up and see the sun streaming into my room.
I throw my hand to the side to turn off my beeping alarm clock. Today's going to be another very long day. I grab my phone from my bedside table.
1 New message from Becca.
"hey can you drive me to boot camp today? My car is getting fixed up"
I sigh. I forgot boot camp was today.
I reply to Becca.
"Sure thing, pick you up in an hour"
I swing my legs over the side of my bed, rub my eyes and look around the room to find something to wear. I see my high waisted shorts and white singlet on my computer chair.
"high waisted shorts it is then" I say to myself
"ELLA BREAKFAST!!" Mum shouts from downstairs
I don't want to eat. I don't even want to go today. Not when he's going to be there.
I've been thinking about it ever since the audition. I drove home crying that day. I don't know why but I did. Since then I've been thinking about ways to avoid him, but no matter how hard I try, it just won't work.
And I need this job. I need it so bad. I can't let the thought of him get to me.
I fix my hair and let it sit on the top of my head as a bun. i brush my teeth and put on very little make up, i chuck on my high waisted shorts, singlet, slip on my white converse and head downstairs.
"So what would you like for breakfast Ella?" Mum says
"Um I think I might just go to Starbucks and pick up a coffee"
"You sure?"
"Yeah, I have to pick up Becca anyways"
Mum comes to me and gives me a hug.
"It'll be ok Ella"
"Thanks mum"
My mum knows, she knows about it all, of course she does, she's my mum.
My handbag that has my phone, wallet and camera sits on the bench. I grab it and say goodbye to my mum.
When I start driving I realise I have half an hour before I have to pick up Becca, I don't go to Starbucks, I'm not hungry, instead I find myself driving to the beach, and before I know it I'm at the swing set where I met Wes. I sit in the car for a good ten minutes just looking at it before I actually get out of the car and sit on it.
I pace around it a couple of times before I sit down. When I sit down everything comes back and hits me in the gut. I decide to just leave. It's best if im not there.
I turn up the radio. To my luck they are talking about the X factor.
"yes so today all the X factor contestants are going to bootcamp! There are some really great singers competing this year, we have that 13 year old girl Carly Rose Sonenclar, she looks like a future star, oh how about that group of boys emblem3? Demi seemed pretty giddy over them they--"
I turn off the radio and drive in silence. I feel tears forming in my eyes but I wipe them away before they fall.
I takes me ten minutes before I arrive at Becca's house. I beep the horn 3 times to tell her I'm here, 30 seconds later she is running out the door with her handbag in one hand and a piece of toast in the other.
"Hey Becca" I say
"Hey Ella!! Thanks so much for picking me up !!" She says
"No problem, you ready to take pictures?" I ask as I back out of her drive way.

YOU ARE READING
This Love - Emblem3 FanFic
FanfictionElla Somulton is 17 when she first meets Wesley. He seems like someone she could really have something with, but when she waits for him for 3 months and he still doesn't come, she decides to just give up on him. But where's Wesley? Why didn't he com...