ANTHOLOGY

A # 24: Tired

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All the people who hurt us that sometimes we resent
All the memories with pain we felt
Makes us hate the moment
Makes us regret

All the happiness will vanish if you get hurt
Suddenly, all the happy memories doesn't matter
Because it hurts so much we just want to forget
It will make us don't want to remember

We ask ourselves, what can we do?
What can we do to ease the pain?
Repeatedly, we say I don't want to
I don't want to become insane

Insane from the frustration
Frustration about I can't get better
Slowly can't feel anything, just exhaustion
Asking, why don't I matter

I'm so tired of getting tired
So tired of asking why
All of my bad decisions backfired
Maybe that's why I started to cry

Because suddenly, I'm not so good anymore
I'm just becoming worse
I'm not who I'm used to before
Letting out no remorse

How many sorrys do I have to say?
To make me feel the same way about myself again?
How can I survive the hard days?
How can I survive this pain?

I want to let go
I want to grow
I know the process is slow
But can I really go through this alone?

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