ANTHOLOGY

A # 38: Inside Out

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There was a girl, with fascinating mind
Filled with such creativity and strategies
In all aspects, she would create possibilities
And will try to find out what's the meaning behind

Closed doors, there was
And with the skills she doesn't know she has
She'll find out what's inside
Perhaps, find out why is she so comfortable to hide

She will try to open the knobs
For she didn't know the answers to questions
The question on why she cries and sobs
And if she has not find the truth, she makes assumptions

Asking, If I am great like they said
Why do others shows me hatred?
If I already got the crown
Why do they keep trying to bring me down

Sometimes she's full of confidence
Sometimes lack a gallon of it
And if time did make a difference
Why does she still feels like shit

And if she doesn't turn out to be great
Would people hate her more?
And if change has to wait,
Is it even any different than before?

Sometimes you'll see if a person is deeply wounded
When she can't even look at herself in the mirror
When she's too low and exhausted
When she has a look on her face that asks a question, "What am I living for?"

When you thought you're getting better
They'll ruin you again, over and over
When you thought you're the best writer
They'll change your summer to winter

If I find the hidden forest
That nobody has ever wandered
Would it make me the greatest?
Would my questions be answered?

Cause hey, doesn't mean you're better
It gives you the permission to belittle others
It just makes you a monster
Hidden in your secluded chamber

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