ANTHOLOGY

A # 40: Up👆

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There's a sea in my head
Giving sounds of what I feel
The waves splash and they reveal
Soon they'll tell why I'm afraid

Just like creatures unfound
Feelings will soon float upon
The big blue surface of the ocean
With mixed emotions and some assumptions

Questions will show
Is there a progress, did I grow?
Am I still ugly? Am I too shallow?
Am I too empty of a human? Am I that hollow?

And even if I know what's the root
Of the growing insecurities
I'm still out of directions, with a baffling route
Still questioning my capabilities

There's a universe inside me
Still curious of things and tries to see
Reasons of why am I not like what I want to be
Why am I not everyone's cup of tea?

And with the sky above
They reflect the oceans underneath
With a thousand doves
And with a million fish beneath

And because of the sun, grow them trees
And the wind then blows with a breeze
Along there, are memories
The sound of the blowing wind, includes melodies

It tells me, that it's okay to be different
That it would be too weird to be the same
With that, I'm too intelligent
To not be a little bit insane

And I tell myself, I'm not normal nor crazy
I'm that odd duck in a farm, and that's alright with me
I'm a person, with just a hint of peculiarity
A little flaw is the art of my personality

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