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I love those days
The days when it's rainy
I love the ways
I make myself smile, cause I think I'm funny
And I really love it when I make myself ecstatic
But I don't like it when I make myself anxious and panic
I don't love it when I'm running out of reasons to be happy
Mostly, when I'm already happy but I manage to make myself lonely
I was thinking of blocking her
On social medias, twitter, everywhere
Because I make myself insecure
I don't know if something's wrong with me, am I just immature?
I just want to be contented already
I don't want to be sad with something petty
I don't wanna kill myself this horribly
Kill myself painful yet slowly
I just want my days to be brighter
I just want myself to be happier
Enough to not get jealous at her
Cause I can't bear it any longer
That's why I love the days
When I just listen to music and drink coffee
The days when I'll confidently say I have a pretty face
That I'll stay in a warm blanket and stay cozy
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BINABASA MO ANG
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