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Another chapter of the day...... 🌟🌟
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Its been a week but my life is shettered like million pieces. I don't feel the same way! While she was staying in this house, I was always excited to return just to see her and talk with her about my day, but now I don't wanna see myself in the mirror because if I do! It feels like I am a cruel person who never cared about her feelings. I roam about in my own house feeling like a stranger.

I miss seeing her in my kitchen preparing dinner for both of us and her laugh at my terrible jokes. I went to her room and it's empty. My life is empty without her. Melissa told me she is still coming to the studio but doesn't want to talk about anything else.



YOUR P.O.V 

​Its been a week when I left his place. I am living in a small apartment with a bedroom, kitchen and a living room. It was enough for me. I want to make it feel like home but I miss home. I don't know which one? Harry's was never mine and mine was actually never mine. I kept myself busy all the time with studio work so I don't have to think about Harry! But man it's impossible not to think about the person you loved and he just let you go! 

I will move on, definitely he is a celebrity why would he want to be with me when he can have more beautiful girlfriend to himself. I was just a puppet to surpass one difficulty in his life and in the return I got a place to stay for a while that's it! No strings attached!!! 





HARRY P.O.V 

​"are you ready?", Jeff said and I nodded. Apparently! I am going to attend the fashion show by Gucci! And Alessandro as always my best man invited me aa a guest, so who am I to reject it. I was still not feeling good after Y/N! But I have to face the world too, and worst of all media because it's the first time I will be going without her. 

"yeah let's go!", I said and stepped out of the car and entered the building. Media surrounding the whole place and clicking pictures and that's when I felt myself empty, my arms empty who got addicted to holding that precious beauty that I adored and now she is not beside me. 




For the first time!! I kept my head downas I faced media and kept pace with me speed because I don't wanna hear their questions. The show started and models walk to the ramp showing the Alessandros and Harris amazing work that I am big fan of. 

The show was peacefully success but inside of me wasn't peaceful! There was a war going inside of me against me. After the show I went to the room specifically for us and stayed there for friendly talk with Alessandro. 

"Harry! Where's your fiance?? I want to meet her she sure is beauty!", he said and I just fidgeted with my rings. 

"um.... She is not here with me tonight!", I said and he looked at me for few minutes and took a sharp breath. 


"Tell me! I will help you!", he said and placed his hand on my knee for support and then I started to tell him all from the very start what happened till now, for the reason being I am alone at his show. 

"well practically its all your fault Harold! When you confessed to her you should stayed by her side! But what you did! You just blamed all that in alcohol and now see where you are! Alone but one thing is still missing!", he said. 

"the thing that lead her to hospital!", I said and he nodded. 

"did someone said something to her?", he asked and I shook my head. 

"she was at my place those weeks and If someone visited her she should have told me!", I said frustrated 


"yeah like you gave her that choice by ignoring her those weeks and when you returned you saw her in hospital! So tell me when did you actually talked to her after all that", he said and this left me thinking. 

DID SOMEBODY VISITED HER??? 

I REALLY NEVER GAVE HER CHANCE TO TALK EITHER! 

WHAT IF SHE WANTED TO TALK TO ME ABOUT SOMETHING OR SOMEONE!!!! 

Shit! I am fucked! I screwed up big time and this all definitely would have overwhelmed her and she left and I, I didn't even tried to stop her, why she mentally was expecting that from me!!!

But firstly I got to find did really someone talked to her or what actually is bothering her??? 



I waited for few days to see if anyone visits me thinking that Y/N would be there but no one came. Maybe no one came and I am just speculating it. She might be mad just because of the attitude I showed to her. I regret badly, I should have confessed again because now living without her is so miserable life. I find nothing I trusting anymore. She was my inspiration and a live wire to my house and what I did, I just cut her off and now my life and my home is dull. 




Next day! I drove to her studio to talk to her. I can't stay like that for my whole life and if I have to get on my knees for her I will do it. I waited for a while in my car to make sure there are no papps because they will make the situation worse. And then I walked in and Melissa told me that she is working on the second floor alone, that's good I can talk easily without any Interruption. I took elevator and when I stepped in the floor, I saw her sitting on a stool, with alot of paper, canvases and alot of paints and brushes on the floor. Her hair tied in messy bun and she is working on something. She is so engrossed in her work that she didn't acknowledge my presence and I kept staring at her from her back.
MY Y/N!!!!!! 

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